UNSPOKEN TRUTH ::::

screw finance, i should be a carpenter.

2009-05-25T08:25:00.000-07:00

uh ohh, i think i hear raindrops. NOT COOL tasmania! not cool!! as if it isnt cold enough.

guess what? guess what? i have found a new hobby, ...............................* drumroll*

[putting things together]!!! wooot! not like math 2+ 2 = 4.... no no, none of that crap... i mean wood, bolts, nails, ummm screwdrivers and hammers....

my aunty recently bought a small little computer desk with a pull out slab thingy for your keyboard and she asked Cal to put it together. he said ohhhh, do I really have to?? i said' oooh lemme at it! lemme at it!

so yeaaa i got all my gear and started fixing it up... took me a good hour and a half... mainly because i needed 3 hands, but God conviniently decided two would be sufficient.

good call though... i mean, where would my 3rd hand be? coming out from my chest?? eeek

so i fixed up nice and tight.... and it felt really good... shortly after that i bought my self a much bigger desk... and ohh the fun! twaaas very very good..

come, lemme show you the fruits of my labour.

computer desk 1 : small, beige and comes with pull-out thingy. Umm dont mind the clothes

desk 2 : dark brown, long, has two small drawers.

again, try and overlook the mess...

exams are coming!! there is no time for neatness.... pffft

ooh ohhh and i got pictures that made its way up to my wall fo fame........ if u look im sure you will find yourself in at least one of those pictures..

if you dont, worry not, i still have a million more waiting to be printed out..

thats the view from my bed...

and close up.....

im not sure why im posting all this, prob because its an awesome way to procrastinate, i would be playing tetris, but really ill go crazy if i play anymore.

look! look! itsfunny looking INDIAN people!

2009-04-07T18:19:00.001-07:00

ok. im b.o.r.e.d.. ive got an hour to kill ( thats how long its gonna take for grey's anatomy to finish downloading )

im an staaarving.... but im pretty sure that subway does not have free wifi excess... so am just stuck for awhile on the increasingly uncomfortable chair...

ok anyyyyyywaaaay. i have remembered something funny! lemme tell u! lemme tell uu!

ok i hope i havent posted anything about this before.. if i have then too bad :P

sooo in dec the cousins and I ( plus lester) took a trip to Langkawi...

had an awesome time! berns and I indulged in some massage therapy time... where she was in the same room as me and kept squealing every time they so much as touched her toes... i only HAD to laugh when they approached my ultimate ticklish spot ( one that will not be mentioned)

berns ,les and I watched THE MOST AWESOME sunset ever while sitting on the beach sipping long island tea..... we agreed it was the best 12 mins of the trip.

we had fun swimmin sessions. drunk kareoke sessions. parasailing. jetskiing.lots of alcohol and chocolates! the travelling was a bitch though... but it turned out alright..

sooo back to my point. one of the evenings, amanda and I were at the beach... trying to get a glimpse of the sunset, but we were too late ( first day) and waiting for the other 3... we started camwhoring... suddenly i noticed this guy with a video camera that was aimed at us, so i asked amanda, is he taking a video of us?? looks like it right?

then he noticed that we noticed and he said hello and waved... camera still in hand.. i smiled and we turned away... then he called out to us... heeelo and continued waving and aiming that thing at us...

then he walked over... and a lady joined him... and they started trying to talk to us.. clearly they werent malaysians... started speaking in Mandrin at top speed.. smiling lots..

they : ( mandrin words)
we : we malaysians
they: ahhh Malaaaysiaa?
we: yes we are from here.. where are u guys from?
they: ( mandrin )
we: umm.. holiday?? taiwan? hongkong? china??
they: ahhh... china china!

then pointed their camera at us... and started taking pictures of us... they seeemed veery excited.
we felt a little awkward and amanda tried to show them that they shud be in the picture too..

so they all brought their little cameras.. like 3 in total... the 2 of them had shouted excitedly to their friends who were abit farther away while pointing as us...

so they all came... 6 in total... and took turns taking pictures of us... we were literally on display... one lady was so excited she was jumping... and clapping her hands... it was a little strange..
then we realised.. that.. omg.. this people have not see any indian people up close before... thats why they were so excited..

me and amanda quickly escaped though... it felt alittle straneg being on display like that..

was a weird experience... les and cal came soon after.. they had missed all the good fun!

greaaaaaaat! download got slower, it is now an hour and 50 mins... yay! i can sit here hunched and hungry.. this shud be fun..... zzzz

teleportation

2009-04-07T18:06:00.000-07:00

here I am, sitting on an uncomfortable chair with no back support at the Melbourne Airport,
ive become so familiar with this place that i didnt even have to look for signs to point me in the right direction this time, i just walked straight out here and connected my laptop in, after being here for the 6th time. novelty has definitely worn out.

only upside to this is that i get to download at a pretty good speed. the connection isnt as good as it can be though.. i dont know which part of the airport id have to sit at to see all 5 bars green, i figured that walking around with my laptop open tryin to detect stringer signals is pushing it abit to far...

plus there are like a million people here now.. they might look at my funny, if they dont already!

to be honest... im not all that excited to be going home... i was when i booked my ticket.. but now that the time has come..... im not so sure... its temp though... i felt the same in dec...
but once i touch down on malaysian ground... ill be all.. woooooooooot!!! HOME!!

thing is, ive gotten settled in... and becoming familiar with my undeniably boring routine... and everytime i have to leave kl, i sit in bed depressed for a week or so wishing i could *click* and teleport back home...

but its definitely gonna be worth it... : )

seeee ya soooooooon!

H.A.V.E

2009-04-01T05:21:00.000-07:00

saluuuuut,

ok here is a little lesson for you..

i have
you have
we have
they have
he/she has

I sense a common factor here.. h.a.v.e apart from the exceptional has...
english = easy

now the french people apparently dont want anyone to learn their language as they have made it veeeery veeery difficult, i recently found a few people in my class who have attempted the subject before and failed!

ahh my confidence has never been better

anyway, back to my lesson.

this is how the french do it

i have : j'ai
you have : tu as
we have : nous avons
you(pluriel) have : vous avez
he/she has : il/elle a
they have : ils/elles ont

there is NO common word! how ridiculous.. and who would have thought that chairs,books,tables and any other objects in general would have to be classified as masculine/feminine?

i still am enjoying my french class though.... just need to make sure I dont fail it

i spent about 2 hours doing an online quiz today whereby i had to listen to audio recordings in french and then answer the quiz accordingly..
the pluriels really kill you... honestly it is so difficult to tell the diff between cashier and cashiers both pronounced ( ka-hier).

this is blog post no 4 this year... one blog per month... i should just do 12 and get over with it then wait for next yeaaar! whooop

people dont seem to blog much anymore..ive nothing to read online! so im posting my own so i can read it.

gotta go get fat and happy on chocolate kids...

one of te first sentences i memorized in French.. j'aime le chocolat ( le = masculine btw) it must be why girls like it.

a bientot!

hello.yellow.fellow.bellow.mellow.

2009-03-26T01:17:00.000-07:00

bonjour mes amies,

comment cava : )

i still cant realy say any sentences in French much alone understand if someone stood in front of me and recited numbers from 1 - 10 in francais... but but buuuuut... i can understand when i read it!... well not all of it of course... but quite a bit... ones from my textbook anyway... its so the cool..

I can read gibberish and make sense out of it.. woot. the skills just keep on coming, dont they.

ummm.. i thought i knew what i was gonna say... but now i have convieniently forgotten..
truth is.. im blogging only because its about the only excuse I have left for not studying.
Internet is being bitch.. and going at snail speed... FB is out of the question....

ummmm.... uhhhhhh...

yesterday in town, while I was quietly minding my own business someone handed me a leaflet thingy... seeing as Im still sorta lacking in the socializing department i decided to read it..

it was a comic strip.. about a guy who always left things until the last minute.. like homework, chores.. etc and then never actually getting them done.. till one day this guy tells him about christianity and Jesus and how he should accept Christ to go to Heaven... and he being him says laater.. and then happens to die... and the last comic stip is a picture of fire with the words.. where do you think he ended up? heaven or hell?

isn't that sorta harsh?? for example.. say this person X is an athiest, and he is a pretty good person... not mean or spiteful... he is kind and thoughful, he donates time, effort and money to charity.. and basically is not 'sinning' every day of his life... when he dies, is he going to hell? simple because he isnt a christian?

If that were true... then its mean.. isnt the purpose of religon to promote kind unmalicious acts? Why make it that one HAS to go through specific religion in order to go to heaven?

I havent decided yet if I wanna go to church for Easter yet. Don't freak out Becky! = )

the lonely square moon

2009-03-21T23:02:00.000-07:00

Feel like its time to put up another post... : )

not like i really have anything to say though... oh hey, guess what me friends.. I am taking the effort to make friends.... : ) i went to the beaach coz it was a sweltering 27 degrees... prob one of the last hot days for awhile.. and it was on a saturday which was a bonus point...

so yep.. there were a bunch of us who headed to the beach.. soaked up some sun... let the waves lick my feet, but then realised that it was icy cold and stepped back...

went to watch a stand-up comedy later on that night... was pretty funny.. considering it was aussie humor.. and then an irish band came on.. and there were a whole bunch of hippies trying to do some ssort of jig that was meant to go with the music..
when they werent doing that, they were busy pushing and shoving each other and wrestling on the floor.. still looked like they were having fun though.....

walked around the city.. talked to some people.. met some americans on a vacation.. which was quite fun.. we just stood around talking for about 30 mins

so there... are you proud of meeeeeee? im not this anti-social person anymoreeee

i wanna move out closer to uni... travelling in a bus for about 2 hrs plus a day to attend a 50 min class is starting to get on my nerves... me mummy says I can start looking into it.. Joy! having my own.. place... how the exciting.. only downside would be no more hot meals awaiting me when I get home.. unless my aunty is a fan of delivering food to me...

but hey.. maybe ill eat lots less then... and get rid of some of the unwanted fats : )

adios amigo : )

i reeally should be practicing my french.. not spanish....bleh

2009-03-12T21:54:00.000-07:00

my oldest and bestest friend had to said goodbye to her Mum in the most painful way possible, and I wasn't there for her.

Aunty Merle was such an amazing, warm person who like my grandma always wanted to make
sure I had lots to eat.

for the 15 years I knew her she had always been so supportive of me and my mum, helping us whenever possible.

She helped my Mum start over by moving, she was the one there for us when I had the accident, she always seemed to know what to do, and how to best handle things.

She was an amazingly strong person who was incredibly proud of my best friend and for some strange reason liked frogs.

i wont ever forget the pride and prejudice night the 4 of us had, or the time Aunty Merle teamed up with Pet and Romi to try and convince me to eat chicken feet.

i will always remember the time i tried this incredible tasting dish made by Aunty Merle only to find out that it was egg-plant. who knew it could taste so good

I know Mopsy is going to miss her so much. once i heard Aunty Merle showering praises and kisses, saying 'oh my youngest daughter, I missed you sooooo much, did you miss me?' i thought she was talking to Romi, but i walked into the room only to find that she was holding Mopsy and talking to her.

I cant even begin to understand what Pet,Romi and Uncle Cosmos must be going through right now. I still cant believe it. i feel sad that I didnt get to say goodbye.

She will always be with you babe, in spirit and in your heart. Im here for you and I love you lots.

graffiti

2008-11-25T22:29:00.000-08:00

these were the weird bathroom stuff

its more like a forum really than graffiti

Bathroom Graffiti

2008-11-10T21:12:00.000-08:00

So the bathrooms are Uni are pretty cool, they stick up boards in the cubicles so that people can express themselves there. I brought my Camera today, wheee.... and so i shall go and snap-snap a picture of that and show YOU!.

lots of interesting conversation... mainly along lines of :

Im only (age), and im pregnant, i dont know what to do

Im bulimic..any idea how I can stop
or
why is it so hard to find nerdy lesbians -_-

and lots of people give interesting replies, brb
*walks off to go snappity-snap in the bathroom*

laterzz

Influence me' Influence you

2008-11-09T06:11:00.000-08:00

hey hey heeey..

Dont make fun of me... according to my blog records in 2008 alone i have blogged 15 times! thaat in my books is equivalent to having 15 no 1 hits. so its a big deal ok!!!

anywaay... hellooooo
long time no see.... you when i feel like blogging, when religion and race issues come up, and i find that i have some sort of opinion and then i feel like blogging about it...
buuuuuuut i always get sooo lazy.

Aussie-tra-lia... is pretty cool.. weather is getting all warm and nice... i haave no idea how i found Summer cold the last time i was here.... ive been walking lots...
i swear ive been gettin really fat.. sure my weight doesnt seem to be increasing ( im sure the freaking scale is broken) but i can tell... all these layers of fats spilling over... not that there is anything wrong with that i suppose... but my almost my entirely life ive been pretty skinny or at least average/normal... and i gotta stick to that...

its cool.. exams are gonna be over in just a few days... ill bring out the workout-aholic in me!
So as you may know, Australians listen to different music, but clubs still play the usual, although im pretty sure id make a better DJ, they play full songs! all the freaking time...
So thanks to my cousins ( rena and cal).. and this dude i met, who's totally a rocker, he has the the whole long hair thing going on and everything, always playing the guitar and in every conversations he makes some sort of reference to music...

so yea... with all these 3 people... i decided to broaden my music horizen, expand and be open and willing to accept new stuff..

seriously i have even started listenin to Prince!
i mean.. c'mon Prince?? i never thought that day would come..
but for what its worth... he'z pretty talented, he writes all his own songs and music... he plays alot of the guitar solos, and thats pretty impressive..
reminds me a little of Micheal Jackson, but where MJ sang about unity, peace and equality, Prince has songs which are purely sex orientated...

try this and ull know what i mean ripopgodazippa - Prince

i also have gotten into The Presets, they're Australian though in the electro funk/dance genre
and it took me 3 months to get into it.. i used to tell Rena ' nop, sorry, doesnt do anything for me, just cant get into it'
and then 3 weeks ago i hear them in a club... and Im all ' Omg Renaaa..!! its our sooong!' and then i run out to the dance floor with her... talk about music evolution

try this too My People - The Presets

during my 9 week holiday back in home sweet home i am gonna miiisss the dance funk/electro funk music that they play in the clubs here..

Congrats to Rena, Calvin and rocker dude ( jimmy) for getting me to listen to 'previously unheard of ' melodies... good effort guys =)

and if you're bored try Jeff Beck - Dirty Mind ( no lyrics... just amazing guitar work though)

Bring Back The Freaking Mojo already

2008-10-28T18:26:00.001-07:00

So...... I think i have lost all traces of my blogging mojo...
it just seems like such an effort and as we all know im practically the laziest person that has ever lived..

but but but..... the reason im putting up this post is becaaaaaause..
* are you ready for this?* * drum roll*

right now, it is way more appealing than studying... = )
yep... anything is really... at 3am last night i resorted to folding clothes -__-
i guess its a good thing that the internet isnt working right? less distraction

la la la la la la wheeeeee

beautiful soul

2008-09-19T09:41:00.000-07:00

I didn't want you to go just yet. selfish of me, but I just wanted to see you one last time, hold you, sing with you, give you a hug, tell you I love you , that I miss you and that I'm so glad you were such a big part of my life. so many things to say and do. You were supposed to wait for me.
You are one of the most important people in my life, the person who made so much difference. And I can't thank you enough

You were once energetic and full of life, doing so much for me and those around me.
You were and still are an amazing person who gave me so much in life and taught me so much.
I miss you and I hate that you had to go through all that pain for so long.

in some ways, I am glad that you have left me
that you are finally at peace

I will be back, just one more time to kiss you, tell you how much I love you and to say goodbye

hmmmmm

2008-09-18T01:55:00.000-07:00

Does anybody still even read my blog???
people?? heloooo... well if u see this send me a msg in the chat box thingy k
this is just for me to know if im the only one reading this...
hey actually, I dont even read this. bleeh

poor comeback

2008-09-06T01:53:00.000-07:00

I want to blog. i do.

theres lots i want to say.

but for some reason i can't or maybe i just don't want to. . .

RANDOM RAMBLINGS

2008-06-07T17:07:00.001-07:00

doesnt reading other ppl's blogs sometime inspire u to blog??
no? yeaa me neither... .

issue :
ive my first paper in abt 10 days...and its on a sat.
an accounting paper on a sat. how fu*ked up. that is juz plain sad.

problem: i really dunt noe wat the subject entails.
solution: i will start on dat first thing tues.

application: cause of this problem wud be procrastination.

- i think this is the format for my law - in that order when im answerin the essay question

seee.. im not juz wasting time bloggin, im studyin, practice makes perfect. dats wat my friend told me. =)

i feel old. i can literally feel the 'teen' part of body being sucked out.
im sure wrinkles are making its way onto my face as we speak. and the cellulite is overwhelming... it is everywhere!!! i hate to think wat is gonna happen when i turn 40. =(

ok for mths ive been sayin im not sure if im gonna do twinning.. or wen im gonna do it...
den suddenly within like 10 days its confirmed.
informed uni abt upgrading my offer letter n checked that i can skip orientation. got the form paid the fees. received official offer letter which i used to : renew passport. apply for visa. did medicals. and tadaa.. im done

last thing left now is my ticket. apparently its all kinda booked out. but if it goes accordingly i will be leaving in precisely a mth frm now. kinda fast. yes im stll goin to tasmania... its sounds sad i noe...
but ive got family thr. and dey all love it thr. cant be all that bad. but im gonna miss night life tho. dey haf clubs and stuff, but im talkin abt late night movies and 'mamak' sessions... dat occur after 10pm...
and another thing. i really dun do well in the cold.
aus weather wen i get thr? winter.

if any of u are hping i dunt go.. den hope thrs no available flight.

my last day of finals : 30th june
meaning - no sem break, juz week to do tons of stuff b4 i go.
sigh. im gonna miss so much. sometimes i wish i wasnt goin.
oh well... hopefully ill be back end of the year for my 3mth sem break :)

one word : COOK

2008-05-23T20:38:00.000-07:00

no. . . two words. . . yay cook!!

isn't he hot?? . . . . with such an incredibly sexy voice.

haven heard him sing? go dwl
david cook - billie jean (live version)
" - always be my baby (either version.. studio or live)

hahahah

2008-05-04T14:01:00.000-07:00

heloo oo... ok i know i just said that ive gotten bored of blogging, but ive been reading like a million blogs and im done and bored. . . so i ended up here. =)

k first things first, it is now 5am, i have a class at 10 am. y the hell am i still wake. god noes

ive been havin sleepin issues, im sleepy-ish but i cant sleep,i toss and turn for hrs before i can sleep well, usually ends up being arnd this time . . . but den i have the privilege of wakin at any time. so al is good. the recommended 8hrs of sleep can still easily be fulfilled.
BUT NOT TODAY! ok i have to go to class tmr.

i tried. i really did. 12am on the dot. i lay in bed. pushed all thoughts out of my head closed my eyes and slowly counted backwards from 100 ( seemed like something boring to do). dint work.
den i got it (eureka??) i thot ill juz sleep late tonite, ill b out the whole day so come nite time again shud be tired rite.
so i got up, took borin book and started to read.... but it was unbearably boring that i skipped thru it lookin for good parts. dby 2.30am dat was over.

still wide-eyed i went and got the laptop. ok i forgot to mention dat today ive been havin a earache. so anyway i decided this was part of the problem. its actually hurtin quite bad. seriously my poor immune system can be quite a pain sometimes.

also i drank some alcohol sometime before comin to bed.... so neway. its 3 and a half hrs later... dats how long ive been online, mostly readin blogs. which is why. tadaaa. im here.
k this is quitw a boring post. so im sorry =)

but den again. u choose to come here and read this of ur own will... soooo its ur problem =)

SORRY =)

2008-05-04T01:33:00.000-07:00

if there are still sum of u who checkout me blog frm time to time... sorry for the lack of updates but u noe wat? its kinda boring.. i thot id haf lots free time to do like last sem... but i dunt, coz now ive made friends frm business school.. so reaaly thrs not much time, sorry.

PLUs... blogging is like a public diary (kind of) and well frm past experiences wen i haf a diary i tend to get bored of writing after a while... same thing here.

but who noes? mayb the writing spirit will hit me again... till den. . . . . .

long hair . short hair.

2008-03-24T19:39:00.000-07:00

found the pics!

ok now open ur lil eyes ppl.. and l.o.o.k

dun laugh now.. i noe its not a good pic.. but juz watch the hair.

now seeeSEE! do u SEEE??

fringe :: frm above my eyebrow to me nose. admittedly it took an agonising 6 mths to get thr.

might not seem much to u. but it is to me. .

so dun la ask me if i cut it. . . ur juz burstin my happy bubble.

and no i didnt straighten it. it was sum hair relaxing thing. but looks more straight.. and i was expecting it to have nice bouncy curls... but watever.. works for me.

ohh and can u belive wat my mum said??

mum: nat, u shud cut ur hair, get a shorter fringe and maybe cut the rest a lil shorter too.
me: wth!!! did u not see me suffer for mths with icky hair... i was juz dyin for it to grow out... and
dis is wat u say?? (ok no. i didnt excatly said, but thats wat the look i gave her meant.)

no time =(

2008-03-24T19:33:00.000-07:00

hey u noe wat? i so have no masa to blog.u noe why last sem i seemed to have endless time to blog? because i used to skip alot of classes.
but now bad girl turned good so i attend all me classes. even the ultra-boring ones.

i wanted to post a pic of my hair difference coz ppl keep askin me if i cut it.. -_-
its all nice and long now. and ur sayin i cut it?
wtf. cmon ppl (snaps fingers) i noe u dun like looking at me. . . but atleast be a teensy weensy bit more observant. neway i cant find the pics... so too bad... till next time =)

THE COUSIN-CRAZE FUN BUT INCREDIBLY SHORT 2 WEEKS

2008-03-09T20:52:00.000-07:00

petweena, incase ur wondering. . . yea dat is ur bf, not sure why he'z closing his eyes... mayb he was juz appreciating the gift of technology dat we have now. i dunno. u can ask him.

this was Calvin's first ever clubbing experience and surprise surprise. . . . he was drunk by the end of the night. . . and was doing voluntary catwalks around the place juz because some girl asked him too... . .

all the 5 of us at bar celona . . pity cuedn get my other cousinto come, he'z stangely shy and doenst seem to like hangin out with us much.. . . . prob doin stuff he doesnt want us to see... or maaaayb he has a gf.. awwww how cute... and doenst want us to noe..

calvin;s last night.... so goes with/o sayin yes he got drunk again, according to him tho... he drinks way less in Aussie.. wonder if dats true... . . .

as promised in a previous post.. these are FEW of the million pics taken during the cousin-craze fortnight

helo helo opposition

2008-03-09T20:25:00.000-07:00

woot woot can u believe it. . . . bn for the first time ever is not holiding 2/3 of the parliament seats. .dats great for us! and yay for selangor, we are officially under DAP, if only sabah sarawak had more opposition candidates then bn would probably be holding lesser seats den they have right now.

have to admit tho.. i was a weee bit worried when watching the results on tv sat night. at the time PAS had secured more seats than PKR or DAP, and that im sorry to say is scary. what if they took over?? from wat i hear if u werent born and bred there,(kelantan) u wud not find it a happy place. who noes right they might try to change the rest of the states to be more like kelantan. thank goodness dat for another good 5 years we will not have to know.

oh btw dat reminds me.. anyone up for a road trip to kelantan.. im juz curious to se what its like.

lots of rumors were circulating dat we might go down memory lane of may13th...
welll.... rumors proved to be wrong, besides think about it logically, all parties had candidates from every race, so how wud anyone noe who to be mad at right?
my mum is weird she wanted to vote for the independant candidate just because she figured he wouldnt have many voters....

this election thing can get confusing.. for the first time ever i was actually interested in it. . . .
u noe one day i shud run for some cool position, id ban motorbikes first of all...
ok mayb not... but id set the motorbike license age at 25... coz by den ppl wud be mature enough to know the value of life and wud drive more carefully right. . . . but ill think abt dat in arnd 5 years. .. right now im not even old enuf to vote. =(

oh wellll. . . till next time ppl.... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

3 AND A HALF BLISSFUL MONTHS

2008-03-04T16:53:00.000-08:00

I have an hour to kill before i go for me first Law lecture with nothing to do seeing as im a sad anti-social alien with no friends so how abt i blog instead? for those of u whu are frequent banana blog readers this shud make u happy yea?

soooo anyway, do u noe how i spent my oh-so happy 3 and a half mths of holidays?
hey im asking you. yep Y-O-U, coz i have no idea. . .
i really dunt noe wat i was doing, but it was fun and i dunt think i was ever bored
i was alwiz out and yet i havent seen some of me friends in like forever.

but end of Jan me cousin came down frm Aus, he shud haf been like a young innocent little boy seeing as he was only 16, but nop, he acted more like he was 10 yrs older den me, and him being abt 6ft tall didnt reaaly help. those two weeks were great, we had super cousin-bonding time, all d 5 five of us, and def now we noe we'r related, we'r all alil weird xcept for berns tho. . . . i wud have confirmed her to be adopted if she didnt look so much like her brother. but like she said u always need one person in the family whu'z sane... guess dats her den..

us older cousins took the younger ones to their 1st clubbin, 6 nights over 2 weeks. . . . with lots of drinking and crazy weird dancing. unfortunately i cuden drink as i was the designated driver for the whole 2 weeks. . . .
Luckily for Calvin and I , benjy and panda were on holiday for CNY. i will post a few pics nx time to show u cousin- time.

Oh oh.. and i didn work as well, a full 9- days out of 3 and a half mths. hahah! gettin a total of umm... close to 1000, dats arnd 90 bucks a day. . . not too bad...
first 2 jobs were totally taxing, physically. but d last one dat was at melaka over the weekend was super fun, I can now go join a kindergaten ( teach not be taught), It involved all these tiny little itsy bitsy kids rangin frm abt 1 yrs to 6 yrs. . . . dey were so cute.... im definitely gonna make one of those someday.

was watchin all these parents come in with their kids, look at wat kind of things to buy for their kids, pushin them arnd in the trolley and i was thinkin according to the 'plan' that wud be me in abt 6 yrs- ish. EEEkkk... dats fast..... those ppl are old... and dey cant haf fun anymore coz dey haf new responsibilties. And it made me realize. . dat i shud haf be having all the fun i can get now!!!
And u noe wat?? SO SHUD YOU!
do it while u still can. . . . come out of ur lil cocoon! be wild! let ur hair down! and if u haf short hair den shave ur head, buy a wig, tie it up den let ur hair down.. . .
go around sayin YIPEE wipEEE DO!

WOOt WoooTT!!

and dats all for today ladies and gentlemen . good night. ( i think dat came frm ryan seacrest)

BACK TO COLLEGE!!! YAY??

2008-03-04T16:37:00.000-08:00

helo heloooooo ppl
loong loong time no seee. . . . this is an official announcement to official state that i will be returning to my 'old' but current post of blogging.
why so bananatasha? u may ask. . . . .. the answer is simple bimple
the bloody college has re-opened!! why dey have chosen to torture us this way is beyond me. . . . and to top it off i have got like the suckiest timetable ever!
to begin with i have class every single day. . . . wtf?? watevr happened to 3 day weekends?
and den, on thurs i have a class dat starts at 1. that is juz plain stupid.
i tried to modify this obscenely ( is dat how u spell it?) horrifying timetable but wat did d so-called nice lady say???
im so sorry my dear. but everything is full-up, packed to the brim, no room for changes
I DONT CARE IM NOT GOIN!!
i have come up with a good plan that is going to help me, ( and no no, despite wat u think im not gonna go sleep with my program director. no no, nothing of the sort, bcoz its a HER not HIM, altho come to think of it im sure she likes me, she'z always smiling at me....hmmm)
which will be carried out next week. lets hope it will work =)

wish me luck freak-a-zoids!!

JUST FOR YOU!!!

2008-02-13T16:57:00.000-08:00

HEEEEY SALMYY!!
U SAID U STILL CHECK THIS OUT ALMOST EVERYDAY SO THIS INCREDIBLE SHORT POST IS SIMPLY FOR UR BENEFIT ALONE. =)

predictions

2007-11-22T17:00:00.000-08:00

we make predictions and assumptions all the time, we walk into the exam hall thinking, im so gonna screw this up, we walk out and our predictions that we probably failed are even stronger. But come result day, we find that we usually did better than we thought.

sometimes (unfortunately) it is the other way around.

neway, the point for me sayin this is to tell the people dat might take sum interest in my life, dat im so gonna be re-sitting for my econs. and this is not an assumption, or sum mere prediction. I am like almost 100% sure... which is really sad if u think about it.

U noe how i noe? because, for questions dat people were writing a page long answer for, i gave 5 lines. questions that were meant to be done over an hour, took me only 25mins.
instead of sitting there for the full 3hrs and 40 mins like everyone else and wishing desperately there was more time. I left after 2 hrs.

U noe why??? coz of ALLL freaking days, i had to get sick, and not just sum mild crap, but really sick. And did i only have one paper?? NO where most people had one paper, i had to sit for TWO!!
TWO freaking papers. . .which i felt like crap.
most people find the night before their exam a very important time to cram all those little bits of info in. well so did I... unfortunately... i was sick from the evning before the exam. i took a nap... and den proceeded to study for my first paper. which was at 9am. Den i moved on to the other subject which was at 2pm, my stomach was hurting re4ally badly by the time, and i was feeling so sick. finally after reading less den 2 pages, i went to sleep. hoping morning wud be better.
but nop. so i asked the exam unit if i cud differ the paper.. and dey said sure, but u can only sit for it in March.

IN MARCH!!???!!! like wth... wat is wrong with them?? no anyway. i was at the clinic at 8.15, 8.35 i was given a jab for the pain ( i tried to enjoy it, but i really wasnt feelin good enuf)
cuden take the other medicines becoz my paper was at 9.00. apparently it was sum virus or food poisonin. den i went for the paper. managed to do ok... was feeling very sleepy. but i hope i did ok.

but the next paper... i was sick all over again... i looked at the questions, and dey were all blurrry... i had no idea wat it was, my stomach was killing me, i felt like throwing up, and i was feeling very light headed. can u imagine anything worse?? already microecons had a really high % failure rate. N i had to sit for the paper like dat.

it was terrible. i filled out forms, attached the doctors report. and now i can only hope,.. dey'll be kind enuf to take it into consideration and gimme a pass. =).

funny little toe-heads

2007-11-22T05:54:00.000-08:00

this was taken some time ago. . . a time when i had nothing to do
and to my left i saw a pair of feet ( dunt be shocked now, it wasnt juz thr, was attached to a body of coz)
and to my right a pen. *ting* lightbulb appeared in my head (sign of an idea) , and these were the results.

at first it was merely a little Toe-head. . . . and den evolution took place. . . . .

and it was a family of Toe-heads ( apparently dey'r good at reproducing)

and due to the unbelievable high sex-drive. . . . a whole bunch of little Toe-heads

the final touch.

Exam fever/sleeping disorders

2007-11-11T08:10:00.001-08:00

i am not a light sleeper. . . not at all.. i can sleep thru my alarm, my phone ringing, house phone ringing and the doorbell ringing... . . N i haf no problem goin to sleep

i make sure the door is closed ( im a lil weird.. has to be more then halfway shut) get into bed... pull the sheets up around me.. hug my pillow... turn left for a abt a min.. den turn right and go off into sleep almost immediately.

unfortunately for abt a week now ive been experiencing bloody insomnia,
i just cant sleep... i may be ready sleepy.. but i get into bed... n im wide awake..

so normally i wuden care.. i can stay on the comp longer den.. till im really ready..
but. . . . my finals start tmr! i need the sleeep! i really do...

paper at 9am till 12.... dats 3 freaking hrs.. i need to be awake and alert!

so to help me... ive haf consumed aliiil alcohol..... my mum dunt mind... she noes i like it...
it makes me sleepy...this one does anyway... so in abt 10 mins i shud be good to go..
if not ill juz take summore...

i wont wake up with a hangover right? i need waaay more alcohol for dat right?... otherwise im reaaaly fcuked tmr..

so newaaay....my first paper begins in abt 8 hrs plus...so wish me luck!

good luck Nat!!! God noes i need it... ( every single bit of it)

All fixed up =)

2007-11-03T22:36:00.000-07:00

Got the car ( that I single-handedly wrecked) back on Fri.

BEFORE

AFTER

Looks good as new doesnt it?? Prob because the whole bonnet thingy and the front is actually new.
I've definitely come out of this freaky experience with some phobia. Sooo. . . mayb today ill try driving around in my Condo area ( no main roads for now)

It'll be just like it was when i first got my license and my mum was checking out my driving ability, except this time , im gonna haf way less more confidence.

I mean, even now in the car when i sit with my mum i feel she'z going too fast, (and dats saying alot) b'coz before this i use to ask her why she'z driving so turtle-like.

sighhhhh. . . . oh well, i would say lesson well learnt =(

man vs. women

2007-11-01T11:10:00.000-07:00

i came across an interesting email titled ' women - as explained by engineers'

this was one of the many images. . . i didnt really agree with the rest but this. . . is totaaly 100% true. . . for most females anyway.

if ur a guy and u've been out shopping with a girll u'd say YEAAAA... so true!!
and vice-versa. . .

once in form 2 (i think) i went out with the guys. . apparently Brian wanted to get a white shirt. .
and he did excatly wat d image shows.. . . . he walked to the first store, saw a white shirt, tried it and bought it! it took like 15 mins,

i there i was standing thinkin, ur kidding right??? thats not called shopping.

such a waste.

to the female species, shopping is seen as a fun activity. girls sumtime go shopping when dey'r depressed, or juz to haf fun

senario 1 ::::

girl 1 : hey im bored, wat shall we do??

girl 2: ohh.. we shud so go shopping

girl1 : shopping??? ohh yay!

senario 2 ::::

girl : hey honey, i was thinking we shud go shopping tmr

boy: shit!

so how come guys dunt see the fun in shopping? the fun in trying out different clothes in a million different shops? yet they appreciate it when we look good.

how come dey dunt go into a mall thinking i need to get a formal shirt and a pair running shoes, but instead come out with 3 casual wear tops and heels? ( or the equivalent to guy clothing) and will prob need to return to the mall another day to get the actual needed items.

its interestin how men and women perceive things so differently.
(of coz der r the few exceptions here and thr)

men may complain abt us females, and our shoppin obssessions but the truth is we wuden be women if we didnt haf dat annoying trait in us right?

if we didnt like shopping and dressing up, and if every morning we juz went to the closet pulling out watever looks clean to wear, men wud prob complain anyway.

so basically, men shud juz make up their minds, u wan ur women to look good and spend hrs with the shopping and getting ready, or wud u prefer we forgo all those hours and end up looking boring and unappealing. . . like u?

heaven on earth

2007-10-31T09:20:00.001-07:00

if ur life sux. . . . u noe one thing dat can make u feel better even if its only temporary?

no not alcohol, ( ok mayb a lil' lil' bit)

F - O - O - D

yummy yummy yummy food dat for a little time makes u feel as if u haf died and gone to heaven

ok.. this is not according to my preference. . its jus food to die for =)

Food no. 1 ::

almost any choc made in Australia, like cadbury. . .
stick a bar in ur mouth, slowly move it around let it melt in ur mouth. . . sighhhhh

unfortunately in this sad country we get really limited choices, try going to the cadbury factory. . dey haf soooo many varieties, some totally

Food 2 ::

h.a.s.h browns. . . . cooked to yummy perfection, Mc'ds has mastered this technique.

Food 3::

Vanilla coke . . .. i swear im on cloud 9 everytime i drink this . . . . esp wen i first tasted it in Aus, den i had to wait over a year before they introduced it here, but it was totally worth it. =)

im generally not a coke person, but this coke creation is amazing,
take a long slow sip, at first its juz plain ol' coke, den u swallow it all and... wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee
wat a great feeling.

Food 4 :::

Mc'ds breakfast - sausage patty
i dunno wat dey put in it. . . . but take even a teeny weeny bite and u can taste the intensity of the flavour. .. its so yummy yummy. . .

Food 5 ::: Ski - Diveine Yogurt

First time i tasted it it was French Vannila. . . . it was so good, i went out and bought a 1 kg tub the next day, and i juz sat infront of the TV and ate and ate and ate it till thr was nothing left.
Den i came back here, and realised they dunt sell it here, not that flavour anyway. . . and over here it costs almost 20 bucks for the same tub. Can u belive it its been 5 yrs since i ate it. . .
this is definitely classified as heavenly food.
And just so u noe, not everything tastes that great, just 'french vanilla'

Food 6::

My aunty's Tiramisu cake, unfortunately i dunt haf a pic, but its the best cake in the world, since she make it once for my bday i haf tried almost every tiramisu cake dat i come across and none have even come close =(.

Food 7::
Reese, yummy peanut- paste like substance filled chocolate.
u might be skeptical at first, but put it in ur mouth, take that first bite. . . chew chew.... and ooooomgg.... wooooo. Its in sold in Malaysia now. .. for only 2 sumthing. .

go try it and enjoooy.... yum yum

ok i cant think of any other heaven-on-earth foods atm,
now i feel like sum kind of food promoter or sumthing. i shud so open a shop dat sells all this stuff...

and wen ppl feel like dey'r life sux. . . dey can come to my shop and instantly feel better, while i play the TM lets talk ad. [ MmmmMM helo . . . heloooooo]

i can call it ::: 'Tasha's Feel Good'
slogan :::: feeling down?? come to Tasha's Feel Good to feel up =)

k now im just rambling on abt nothing. . . . . .
laterzzz

celebrate . . .celebrate

2007-10-30T18:52:00.000-07:00

i never knew i cud wikipedia my birthday. . . . (well duh i know now) - thx to Petweena

so i did n guess wat?? no famous ppl dat i noe died or were born on the 11th of June. . . .

buuuut. . . . it is KAMEHAMEHA DAY every year in HAWAII

and its an official state holiday. . isnt dat cool?? Im so gettin married on like June 9th and den ill fly thr for my honeymoon. . . and the whole state will be celebrating with me. . .and they haf parades and hulas and everything. . wheeeeeee!!

and for my name . . . N.A.T.A.S.H.A. (incase u didnt noe)

my name means 'birthday of the lord' so traditionally was given to girls born around xmas time.

and is also apparently a [monkey] at the Safary Park zoo. . . near ISrael -_-
. . . . . ummmm oookaay. . . .

procrastination. again?

2007-10-30T18:40:00.000-07:00

its 9.40am now. . . . i have a class at 10,
and i haf an assignment due today.. . . last one. n havent started.
ill have a break frm 12-1. . . will have to do it in that short -time span

WTH is wrong with me. . . its due today ive two classes. . . and free time now but im not doin my assignment. . nooooo. . .im blogging abt how i shud be doin it.

blogging shud be banned. . .
it keeps people from doin the other important stuff. . .
come to think of it . . . so shud facebook and friendster. . . and all those kind of websites.. .
N youtube definitely joins the no-no list.

And wen the goverment has sucessfully banned all these types of web surfing. . .
we will all be forced to actually do assignments when we are at the com.

the world will be a better place. . .

till we end our semester and find dat we haf 3 mths break with nothing to do on the com.

yellow and bluee

2007-10-28T06:25:00.000-07:00

When i first moved here. . my mum rushed out and got us sum chairs to sit on. . .or better known as sofas. For sum reason she thought it'd be fun to buy yellow sofas with blue flowers on them. . . .
i think she felt we were living in sum sort of doll-house, b'coz she went and got blue and yellow curtains as well. . .

soooo anyway. . . Les came over one day, and he was wearing a yellow tshirt and blue shorts. .
my mum asked him if he purposely dressed dat way to fit in with the house. . . (haha obviously not). then she insisted i take a photo of him 'blending in'

hahaha... . . . dunt u think he fits right in with my furniture??

Pointless conv?

2007-10-24T09:38:00.000-07:00

tasha says: so anyway how'z UK now? ahs it improved yet?
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: uk been ok so far
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: no nat
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: here
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: so obviously its better now

nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says:
u saw choo yang tody?
tasha says: bleh
tasha says: but i was born thr.... so i already gave the country my touch and my essence... dats y its nice =)
tasha says: hey... are u spying on me???
tasha says: no ur spying on CY right??
tasha says: u weird gay

nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: haha essence it seems
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: yuck..
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: hahahah yea i am
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: i haf my eyes in kl
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: following him aroudn..
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: wat to do
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: i need to take care of my frenz rite ?
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: like u.. i noe wat ur doing now.
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: ur sittin down in front of the com
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: talkin on msn

You noe what this is??? it is a totally pointless conversation.
but den, it i what we do to pass time. . apparently it makes conversations more interesting.but does it really?

and why am i posting this up? probably because i have nothing else to say anyway.

what a useless post.

mmm. . . . helo hellloooooo

2007-10-22T09:37:00.000-07:00

im sure everyone watches TV. . or if they dunt den dey at least go to the movies right?
TM Net has been promoting their Lets Talk package for awhile now. anddd. . . . .

I LOVEEE dey'r advert for it.

u noe. . . the one dat goes:

bla bla... bla bla...bla....
(den this man in a really cool voice) MMM..... helo helloooooo... ohhh helooo helloooo...(higher pitch) oooh helo helooo. . . .

click on this link. . . and choose the first commercial and >PLAY<

its GREAT! totally..totally grrrreat... like one of the most awesome-st adverts ever.
http://www.lets-talk.com.my/tv_commercials.html

Nop... im not crazy. . . but frm the first time me and my mum heard it. . we use to laugh den try and follow the man... "mmmm.. heloo helooo"

and now dey'r playin the adverts in the cinema too... hahahaha... its sooo cool
everytime i watch i can feel the excitement building up in me. . .waiting for the magic words. . .
and den when i hear it.. . . . hheheheh...hahahah... i cant help but start laughing. . .

cant belive i never thot to look it up online. . but now ive found it =)

i shall write to tell them and tell dem just wat i think.

again. im not crazy.

OOOHHH... HELO HELOOOOO

i lovee NG .T . Y!!!!

2007-10-17T18:51:00.000-07:00

ooOOOHHH. . . . . yay! yay! yaaaaaaaaaaaY!!!!!

yippee whipeeee. . . . . . wat a happy happy day..
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. . . . .

i am so in love with Ng. T. Y right now. . . altho he is a balding, man in his (late fifities??)
Dat nice nice. . . . oh so nice man. . .

ok dunt freak out yet. . . .

lemme tell u the story. . ..

yesterday i realised i was so out of time. . as i haf 2 assignments due on Fri. . . which ive barely even started. . . so i went to see my lecturer and asked for an extension on one it. .
to which he kindly but sternly said "no. . it wuden be fair. . . and u knew about the assignment frm over a mth ago. . . and remmeber i told the class. this time no extensions, but do look for updates on the notice board"

so ok fine.... he was right. . . so i walked away dejected and a lil panicky. . .

so today im here. . . went to check out the notice board.. . . . and YAY!!!!!!!!!!
its been extended to Wed..... wheeeeeeeeeeEEE.. wat a nice man...

and this solely the reason why i love NG . T .Y

it'll eventually fade off. . .(my love for him) once Tues comes and im back to square one....

*big smile* i think i shall go and give him a bear crushing hug in class later today. . .
if it isnt violating any rules.
laterrrrrrrrz. . .

Freaky Raya

2007-10-16T19:47:00.000-07:00

So. . . 2nd day of raya. . . i went shoppin with my mum. . .

i forget that its very beneficial to go shoppin with her . . coz i find clothes easily she doesnt. . . so i usually end up gettin more den her. . . or atleast sum thing... which is great =)

at the car park :

mum : doesnt our car look nice

nat: yea it looks quite nice from here

and den we walked around the car checking it out. . . .

luckily we did dat becoz. . . (ok i dunno if uve seen my car but this isnt supposed to look like .)

abt 6 hrs later the car kinda looked like this :

i hit another car frm behind. . .

this is wat the other car looks like now:

[4 ppl were sitting in this car]

lots of ppl haf told me that dey shuden let humans as weird as me drive. . .

and now.. . . . i believe them. . .

this was not fun. . . it was freaky,

the car was stationary. . . and for sum unknown reason i didnt see it =(

til it was practically right infront of me. . . .

with my speed and the distance between the cars. . . i guess the brakes weren't all that good. . .

impact was really hard. . look at the pic. . . my car stopped when i hit, the other car. . . kind of flew forward to the right. . .

i dunno why they didnt stop more to the side. . . dey were right in the middle of my lane. . . with the hazard lights on. . .

to make things worse there was a pregnant lady in the other car. . . and she had to go to the hosp.

thank God she was ok. .. and so were the other 3 ppl in the car. . . and i was ok tooo. . .

i feel so bad poor ppl. . . dey had come here frm Kedah for the holiday and they were gonna go home that night.

so if ur planning to ask me to go out. .. and give u guys a ride??

dunt think dat'll happen. . .even if JPA doenst suspend my license i wont be driving for awhile,

and my mum is def not gonna lemme haf the car at night at more. . . .

poor mum. . wen i called her n told her. . . she thot it was my last words or sumthing... she freaked out.

. . . i think im gonna go to church this week. . . .

happy raya!

2007-10-16T19:26:00.000-07:00

The first day of raya was fun. . . .

i woke up. . . . showered. . .. got dressed. . . and went ovr to Safs hse as we do every year. . .

it was fun. .. we cam-whored alot. . . talked alot. . . abt serious issues and the usual crap. . .

made lots of dumb jokes... made fun of each other

this is to give u a better idea of wat we were doin :

dunt we all look so cute. . . . hiding our weird lookin faces.

me in my kebaya. . . i figured it'll look better if i jus cut off my head :

i was right!!!

OMG the floating head :

hahahaha.......

the girls and darth vader or sum kind strange version or jack the Ripper

Freaky huh?

All in all 1st day of raya went quite well. . . . . even tho lots of us were missing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

2007-10-16T08:12:00.001-07:00

grandma b'day was on the 11th. . . i noe its a bit late... but i wanted to put sum pics up :)
i went and chilled with grandma for awhile..... it was good... she even managed to give me a mini scalp massage and back massage.... . . . . . . it's amazing. . . .i was in pain (back massage ) and i want my hair to grow faster (scalp massage) and she wanted to make me feel better esp wen she'z in dat condition.

She's still the best grandma ever... n ive to go visit her soon.. its been a week...

Happy 74th bday grandma =)

Sex in Space. . .

2007-10-10T18:48:00.000-07:00

i dunt understand. . . i heard that the malaysian rocket guy (who is probably defying gravity by floating around in space) had to undergo like a year of training. . .

isnt dat kinda long. . . how difficult can it be. complicated enough that u haf to spend a year of ur life preparing?? (mayb i heard wrong), i mean i wud haf thought it'd be more like 2 mths maybe. .. . .

So yesterday rocket dude flew up into space. . .sittin in a cramped lil space tryna look like he was having fun. . . and u noe for a rocket dude. . he'z not bad looking =)
If i went to space i'd wanna pee out in the open and see wat happens to it. . .
normally pee follows the gravity pull.... but not up thr. . . how interestin to see ur pee floating around . . .
ok maybe not. . . its kinda icky.. . u might float right into.. . . oookaaay enough space pee analysis. k mayb id use water as a substituite for pee.. . .
i drink tons of water. . . so most of the time. . . im jus peeing out water again. . .. so im guessing it'll be almost the same thing.

How bout having sex up thr? i think it'll be cooll
u noe lotsa ppl go around saying. . . i did in it the car. . ..i did on the bathroom floor. . . i did in the cinema( ookaaay). . . . i did it on my parents bed. . . kitchen. . . park . .. watever....

my goal is dat. . . . . in 7 years from now i will be able to stand outside n point upwards to the vast sky. . . beyond the clouds and say. . .. i did it up there =)

Nothing at all. . .

2007-10-10T17:39:00.000-07:00

wow. . . its been years since my last post, i guess thrs just nothing much to say. . . .
even now . . . . i dunno wat to blog abt. . . nobody does, u noe why? coz our lives pretty much work in routine. .

we attend classes . . . . hang out( wid probably the same ppl everyday) doin the same thing. . .
do assignments. . . go hang out in the same usual spots.
and wen thrs this sort of repetition. . . u duunt haf sumthin new n exciting happenin everyday. the next time i blog and im at home. . . i shall talk abt my once-in-a-lifetime odd socks fetish if i already havent.

oooh guess wat??? my DSM acknowledged my presence yesterday.
see b4 my mid-term i had been skipping tons of classes, and DSM was like the main one. so neway after the break i decided i had better attend all my classes. . . and so wen i first came to class. .. .

frend : how many classes haf u missed.
nat: not sure.. . but feels like i havent been here quite awhile
lecturer (callin out attendance) natasha
nat: here
lecturer: oh finally ur here after 3 weeks...
nat &frend...: oooh okaaay. . .

*yesterday*

lecturer (calling out attendance)natasha
nat: here
lecturer: ahhh see... natasha 's now a changed girl, she's attendin all her classes
nat: wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ( not out loud)

conclusion: DSM lecturer. . acknowledged my presence

i noe... i noe... its sad uninteresting bits of info. . .
but really dats all i can come up with right now = ).

goodbye my fellow bloggies. . . may a sense of peace befall u wen blog. . . and may ur fingers be quick enough to follow ur thots wen ur typing. . .

unite we shall all us meaningless bloggies. . . . end of my post i have come. . . .
goodbye now i shall say. . .
(ooooh i so cud haf played the weird lil green man whu talks backwards in star wars!)

:may the force be with u:

- nat a.k.a yoda (lil green man)

weird quizzes!

2007-10-08T06:30:00.000-07:00

You're Daily Source Code!

While you're not the most exciting person in history, you are
widely regarded as a pioneer and even a visionary. Your largest focus is music,
but you understand that this is not quite the only thing in life. Your favorite
movie is "The Godfather", and there are those who fear this could inspire you
to take over the world, or at least your neighborhood. When you want to eat
ethnic food, you choose Indian.

Take the Podcast Quiz
at The Mep Report Podcast.

check this out!

2007-10-04T08:33:00.000-07:00

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HEY GUYS.. GO CHECK OUT THIS WEBSITE. . . . AND LISTEN TO ALL THE SONGS THERE. . . . . under the Aural Joint Jukebox. . . .ITS GREAT. . . AND ITS BRIAN'S BAND.. . . if ya noe me... u noe brian wong... so go check.. it out...
for a Malaysian band dey'r GooooooD!

Addictions

2007-10-02T18:52:00.000-07:00

Hey u! Do u like indomee? if u do den. . . . . BEWARE!!!

come. . .*pats the seat next to me* lemme tell u a story . . . . . .

waaay back. . . wen i was just a little girl, i asked my mother wat will i be. . . .ummm no not excatly. hehehe sorry. lemme start again

wAAAaaaaaY back. . . . wen i was just little girl (well 16 yrs old actually) i was introduced to what i like to call 'the magic noodles,' i was over at my at-the-time frend's house Les wen he asked me. . ." woud u like to try dis? itssssss Damn nice"

me being the oddly skeptical person dat am said : are u sure? cant be daaat nice.. but ok sure ill try

SO he cooked me sum. . . its not the usual Maggi noodles... its the dry one not all wet and soup-y,

at first bite. . . i was...mmm... not bad quite nice, by the time i had consumed the entire packet i was hooked. I requested for another bowl, which the so-called-chef was happy to make. . and after finishin my yummy yummy scrumptious meal... i felt wat can only be described as pure bliss...... sighhhh... the good 'ol days.

Neway. . . the next few times i went over to his place, i kept eating "the magic noodles"

den i tried prawn flavour. . . and OMG!!! IT WAS GREAT!!!!

it was the best thing i had ever tasted in my life. i still say dat now. . . my mouth wud water just thinking abt it. . . and how heavenly it tasted.

after dat i started buying it myself. . . . at 1st i used to use abt a packet of 6 over 2 weeks....

as time went by... i found i was eating more and more. . . i used to eat it for dinner... and den again at supper. . sometimes lunch...

den it got worse. . . i began buying it at mamak if i wasnt at home to eat it... which meant lunchtime as welll..... pretty soon. . . i was using an average of 2 packets a week!!

dis is IndoMEe... its instant noodles... the amount of Msg... and seasoning and preservatives. .. my pooor poor liver...

as if dat wasnt bad enough i started developing rashes everytime i ate it.... it used to break out on my left arm... and i itched and itched and itched... till the skin started peeling... and den it became this big ugly patch..

and bcoz i was addicted to the 'magic noodles' the itchin didnt stop....wud jux keep reoccuring and my skin cuden heal properly. Den i found out a 1 or 2 others whu had the same problem... said dey'r arm itched like crazy. . ..

The tragic day came. . . wen my mum told me i was banned frm eating Indomee.. and i was like WTF??? NOOOO.. pls NOOOOOO... den she said... ok fine... 1 packet a mth. . .

it was absolute torture. . . . for those of u whu smoke u prob noe wat i mean. . .

the craving, the need to haf the noodles in my mouth was so strong.... at first i cuden.. it took along time.. . and sometimes i wud still eat it at the mamak. . . or elsewhr so my mum wuden noe. . . but then arm was gettin terrible... so i figured i had to stop.

it was difficult... but in the end i made it. . . . . . and i stopped eating it...

den a strange thing happened. .. . . . after sum weeks of absolute abstinence frm he 'magic noodles' i tried it again. . . and u noe wat??? i cuden even finish eating one packet... it made me feel sick. . . and up till now ive tried it on and off... and same thing.. . . . . thrs no more dat high feeling dat i used to get frm eating it.. . dunno wat happened... but thank God... or i prob wuden haf a left arm now = ).

this noodle fever lasted almost a year.. .. i noe ppl whu haf started gettin addicted. . i try to warn dem... but its kinda like smokin.. dey noe it bad... but dunt stop.

oh well... mayb dey'l haf to learn the hard way.

SUE INDO MEE!!! i bet they put sum kinda drugs in it... to lure u to it.. . . gettin u addicted.

ASSIGNMENT!! NOoooooOOOO

2007-10-02T18:16:00.000-07:00

In abt 2 weeks. . . i will be in my 13th Week of Semester 2.. . . .
This i tell u is crazy. . . . i mean WTH??? 11 weeKS??? dats a lil too long 2 fast....
where the hell did the time go? it literally flew past.

ANywaaay... u noe wat happens in the 13th week? we haf assignments due!
stupidly enough. . . . most assignments are scheduled to be handed in the same week. . .
dey'r probably tryna give us sum hands-on stress training b4 we step out into the not-so-big but-oh-so-scary-world out there. Dum ppl.....

i mean c'mooOOON! like u already noe ppl l;ike me... do things last min.( wen i say i last min, i really mean last min) so how am i supposed to finish it all..

hey u noe wat??? i feel like tryin out the chocolate martini at Tony Roma's dat Pet always mentions. = )
Orrr... Sex on the Beach at Laundry. Puikar said " OMG. . .. it was SOOOOOOOooOO nice"
hahah... yea its sex on the beach.... dey'r prob tryna recreate the physical feelin in the drink.
weirdoes. heey...mayb u can get orgasms frm drinking dat.( ok mUm IF u see this, dunt kill me, or be disappointed, im 19, i know dis things, haf known since i was 11)

haihzzz.. that was very random.

another random thing : today im gonna go home cook ( i think) i shall make me grilled fish again and the spaghetti-yummy-sauce. . .. . so dat i can eat spaghetti later on during the week. *big smile* i need to learn how to cook more stuff... these things are getting boring.

anybody wanna kindly pass on to me... some yummy receipes u might haf?

laterzzz . .. . .. . . . ..

Key dilemma

2007-09-26T18:44:00.000-07:00

wanna hear something funny?
ok first u haf to know.. . . i started lockin my car by pushing the button down and den closing the car door. . . coz its easier den using the key itself. . . and the control doenst work.

so few days ago. . . i went out for dinner with becca n sowmya ( soorrry pet. . . it was really 'out of the blue'. . coz i happened to haf the car n i was around dat area... else we wud haf def called u).. . . den wen it was over i went to pass something to Les whu was in jaya with bird,nicole and edwin. .. . . and deeeen.. . . . .

- i saw them so i parked at the nearest spot i cud find
- switched off the engine, grabbed my phone and wallet and got out.
- pushed down the ;lock thingy, and closed the door and walked towards dem
- after 5 steps. . . i froze. .. . . OHHH FCUKKK!
- i quickly turned and went back to the car. . . . NOOOOO

i left the bloody keys IN THE CAR!!!!

First thing datcame to my mind. . . shit my mum is gonna kill me.. . .
so den bird offered to take me home so i cud get the spare keys ( Thank GOD we had spare keys)

but deeen.. i realised my hse keys were in the car.. . . so had to go find my mum first to get the keys ( she wasnt at home).

all worked out good in the end. . . but u noe the other funny thing. . the keys weren't in the ignition. . it was at dat place under the handbreak... y d hell wud any1 put it thr???

hopeefully dat nvr happens again... it'd be terrible if i was stranded in KL or sumthing.

but lets jus say dat. . . now i always use the key to lock the door... even if im like 500% sure dat the car key is in my hand. =)

oookay... education calls( class starting). . . time to go. laterzz

I Cooked.

2007-09-26T18:12:00.000-07:00

If ur reading this. then u know me and uve met me,

dat means u noe... my face complexion is terrible.. . my face is all oily and patchy looking...

and lots of pimples lately. . . its annoying. i mean i thot people grew out of this my the time dey reached like 17 or 18. . . but mine seems to be the opposite.

soooo anyway. . . i figured i shud be eating foods whihc wud contribute towards giving me better skin. . . so i googled it. . . and stuff like strawberries. . almonds. .. fish. . . wholewheat icky stuff and yogurt are on the list.. . .

cook.... i dunt really cook.. ( unless u wanna count like... egg and spaghetti n maggi) but i thot i better eat fish.... i didnt wanna fry it... so i thot why not grill it.. . . i use lotsa onions and different spice stuff, poured it over the fish and grilled it. and the results were :

i guess its not 2 bad for a 1st attempt right?

also then cut up strawberries. . . . . and poured yogurt over it. . . and drizzled honey on it. . . .

i know it looks a lilttle weird. . . . . but really it was fine.

i wonder how long my health food thingy is gonna last =). N i wonder if its even gonna make a diff.

MY EYES!!

2007-09-20T19:26:00.000-07:00

ummmm... people wat pics i am about to show u. . . are kinda graphic. . . if u are afraid of icky looking things den pls. . . dunt loook.. just avoid the pics and read the rest. i will not be held responsible for anything dat might happen to u as a result of lookin at these pics. ok!

k its not reaaaaly dat bad. . . its just sum images of my red-ish eyes

actually i wanted nicer pics.. . sometimes the white of my eyes get really swollen den look all purplish and redish. . . its icky..

dis is nothing... . . but it was the best i cud do.

dis is just to tell u EUREKA!!!! ive found the cure for it. . .

me eyes. . always itchy... very sensitive. . . and me being me i ju

st rub and rub and rrrrrUB my eyes. . . till it feels funny den i check it out in the mirror and go... ohh shit' better stop rubbing!

it has become really scary, once my mum freaked out.. . . really freaked... i cuden even close my eyes properly... my fault la...(coz i kinda over-rubbed it)

but itssss really itchy.... imagine if u had and itch... u wanna get rid of dat feeling... wat if ppl just told u dunt itch.... but its thr... its annoyin.. u HAF TO ITCH!

soooooo neway... 2 days ago... it was weird..

was itchy

i rubbed n rubbed

felt funny. . . looked in the mirror

but ohh shit....my eyes werent red. . my eye lid was swollen..

went home... my muM : OMGG nAAATtt!! ur eyes... oh no.. u need 2 see a doctor

me: NO nO.. i dowaaaaaaan no needd( unless u can guarantee me dey gonna take a blood test)

in the end i went..coz i really thot dey were gonna take a blood sample.... seriously its been like 2 yrs or something since ive had anyone stick a needle into me...... but today morning... and guess wat???

doctor : let me explain to u ur condition, u haf wat is known as allergic conjuctivitis... common in people with a history of asthma( dats meee!) and excema( also me!)

ur eye is bascially more sensitive. . . can be towards anything. . . but mainly dust

hmm.. ok i knew all dat... ive had this since i was 8!

one dumb dr. told me not to eat choc wen i was 8... said dat was the cause... yeah right!!!! he prob had diabetis and was just jealous of those whu cud happily consume sugar and yummy foods.

but now its different... she has prescibed eye drops dat are supposed to help me!!! yay! finally after like 10 yrs of suffering i am freee ( finger crossed)

will go in for another check-up in 3 mths.

ohh and sadly No blood test.... shud haf just asked the lady to pls just take one. sighh...oh well.. next time. hopefully.

nothing at all

2007-09-20T19:13:00.000-07:00

i dunno if i have blogged bout this yet. if i haf den sorry =)

me no no like blogging at home, my internet explorer is crappy frappy, i cant' see shits. . . my page as u ppl noe is green right.. . and the words are mostly colourful... but at home its just all black and white ( very bleak and boring)

dats why i usually blog in coll between classes. . . .

also... i dunt really have anything to blog about. . .
have an assignment due... dat i found out abt on Tues. . .
those weird super essays!! i hate it. . . simply because dey wanna see how well our citation skills are...
well... SCREW U!!! i hate citation, and referencing. . . i HATE IT!!!

sighhh.... shud prob start on the essay soon.. its due mon

i haf actually passed on a one- day-roadtrip to penang just for this bloody essay which i havent started =(....

ohhh... and also... im eating too much... and sleepin too much...
dunt be surprise if when u see me...i resemble a balloon.

laterz. . . . . . . .

crazy buns

2007-09-14T23:52:00.000-07:00

Thurs evening, Pet and i fiNAAAllly managed to meet up. . .

So we drove around aimlessly with nothin to do for awhile and finally decided to stop at my house. . . .these were the results :

put two more then slightly crazy girls. .

plus

dats me and pet...... plus wholemeal buns and choki-choki!

you get ::

CUSTOM MADE CRAZY BUNS!!!

heheh.... wanna hear something funny???

me and pet sitting on a bench doin our artwork....

chinese man walks past us wearing nothing but a small piece of material around his ummm... area.... (he was swimming =)

Man turns to Pet

man: heeey. . . wat u doin here

pet : *looking confused* ummm... ahhhh *some moments later* err... hello

man goes away

me: do u noe whu he is???

pet : nope.. =)

me: aaaaaaaaaHAHAHHAHAHAH (i dunno y but it was really funny)

sometime later....

Pet: ooooh... u noe whu he is??? he sells sandwiches at colll

Me: huh???? sandwiches??

Pet: yeaaa.. and im alwiz his 1st customer coz im so early. OMG. . . he'z walking around half naked...

me:: hahahah... dats not half naked la.... its like 7/8 naked.. hahahahah

And dis is wat we call bonding. . . .

Stalker!

2007-09-12T19:16:00.000-07:00

im sitting in the Web at college (TCSJ)
and ders lotsa empty computers everywhere. . .
few mins ago... dis guy comes and sits next to me. . . kinda weird. .
ppl here usually try and sit far away. . . . so dis makes me suspicious
but obviously i do nothin or say nothing.
den he kept lookin over to see wats on my com. . . like wth
go away u werird creature person * but again, i kept dat to myself)
moments later.. . he's com isnt loading properly. .*its a sign. . . GOD is trying to protect me*
so he gets up and moves away. . . * i sigh with relief*
2 mins later i look behind me and. . . OH NOOO! he'z right behind me, merely inches away. .
* the table its curving and im at one corner and he'z behind/next to me*ITS VERY CLOSE!

personal space invasion!

i look around and see all these other empty coms, y is he so near me????
GO AWAY!!!

ummm. . . i wonder if he can see wat im typing. .????
GoodNESS. . . he prob can.. . . eeeeeeeeeeks!!!

me runningaway.. . safetly to exam halll
RUN RUN!!! BLOODY STALKER!!!!

UMMM. . . .

2007-09-12T19:13:00.000-07:00

umm. . . . .

umm. . . . .

hmmm??? *scratches head*

er. . . . . . . . . .

OK FORGET IT!!!
i had something to say.. . . but ive forgotten. . .

heheh. . . oops. sorry =)

Earthquake! earthquaaaaaaaaaaKE!

2007-09-12T18:52:00.000-07:00

oooh i havent posted anythin for damn long adi, almost 10 days *gasp* the horror!
doesnt dat just tell u how busy i am?? altho busy doin excatly wat, ive no idea. . . .. .
Had 2 tests this week, well the 2nd one is in approximately 60 mins. and dats sux
but its alllllll gOOD. . .. . . . . . . .. . .. .. . . . . . because. . .
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. . . .. .

. . . . . .

. . . . . .IM ON HOLIDAY NEXT WEEK!!!!! yay!!!
*claps hands in glee* *wide grin*
isn't dat FUN???!?!?!?

YAY!!!!! college is boriiiiiiNg, i cant wait to sit at home and watch endless hours of Lword =)

sighhh.... sadly its only for a week...

oH btw u must be wondering y the title says earthquake.

7.45 - leave my hse to get to coll ( mum drving)
8.10 - reach infront of TBS building.

mum: y is everyone standing outside?? U better go check mayb dey' have closed the building

me: hmm??? (momentarily enticed by dat thought... but den remmebers dat
both my classes are not in that building anyway =( . Ummm. . dese kids prob waiting
for class to start???
mum: u sure?? mayb u shud check i might haf to bring u back home.

me: dunt worry ( coz it dunt make a diff to me neway right??)byeeeeeeeee

i get down. . . and walk towards the lift coz i wanted to go use the com (2nd floor)
people look weird.. . so i ask this girl y is every1 standing here and

girl : ohh. . apparently the building fell sum tremors from the aftershock of yesterday's earthquake like the last time. . . so we had to evacuate.

me: oOOOOhhhhhh

note the words like the last time, this happened before!! last sem, when i was conveniently on the 11th floor..... and we had to walk down all the way.. . . but yea we were really swaying ( i used to wake up in the night coz i felt i was swaying after dat, poor lil traumatized me)

dunt this mean dat the building is UNSAFE!!!!!
think. .. . if der was an earthquake. . . here... in KL or somewhr close. . . i am preetty sure dat building will collapse, and wen it does. .. .. lets just say... i dunt plan to be in it. =)

conclusion::::: we shud tear down the buildings, TBS and ADP (just for good measure)
and reBUILD!!!

NO MORE TBS! NO MORE TBS!!!

earthquake!!! earthquaaaaaaaaaaaaaaKE!!!!

tired eyes,tired mind

2007-09-05T18:01:00.000-07:00

i feel throughly exhausted. the feeling is similar to what one might experience if they'd been through a hurricane.

i am so sleepy. my head has issues with me.

my stupid right eye is swollen AGAIN! ( for the 4th time this week)

i have flu which just adds to the sleepy-ness. bloody histamines.

And to top it all off. . .. my back is killing me. why?? why????
Im 19 years old. . . why d hell shud i be having back problems? aren't those for ppl like over 50?

aNd for the best part? i have class in 45mins. . . . . sighhhhhhhhhhhhh

SOMEBODY PLEASE KILL ME!!

Sad Excuse

2007-09-04T21:20:00.000-07:00

I HEREBY DECLARE THAT I AM INDEED A SAD EXCUSE FOR A PERSON.

it is now 12:26. . .. . hardly 2 hrs ago i was sitting here doin the same thing (blogging)
went for my Econs class and came right back. . . . sighhh

wat kinda person ditches lunch to go blog????!?!?!

a sad excuse for a person. . . . . . and dat

. . . . . . . . .. .

. . . . . . . . . . . . .

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . is ME!

GUES WAT I SAW???!?!?!?

2007-09-04T20:43:00.001-07:00

ooooooHHH... if u didnt noe b4 den im tellin u now. . . .

my favourite car is the MAzda RX8. it is a superbly bea-OOOtiful piece of machinery that

:: turns heads
:: makes ur heart go dub-dub-dub.... dub-dub-dub instead of plain ol' duuuB-duuuB

truly a wonderful creation, not to be sexist.. but im speakin from the normal female point of view here. im referring to the exterior design. not so much of the capacity and function itself.

neeeeeeeWay i was in 7-eleven (buying a choc...duh) quietly minding my own business.. .

den i stepped out onto the pavement that was hot (result of my hot presence) . . no from the sun. and what do i see in front of me??

no i must be dreamin!

can it really be???

OMG! it is!!

the beaOOOO-tiful creation was thr.

i shrieked in delight.. . . and ran to the car throwing myself over it with passion that i never knew existed in me. . . all the while thanking God for making dis day so woooNderful!!

i wish. . . .= (

no in reality... i just stood there admiring it from the sidelines. . wishin desperately i knew the guy whu was sitting inside... simply so i cud be in thr too =) and mayb kick him out so i can enjoy the car by myself.

the urge to whip out my camera and start snappin photos of beaOOO-tiful vehicle was overwhelming. . . but i managed to control it and act civilized. ( they might haf arrested me for stalkin or sumthing if i did dat)

and with mucccHo effort i calmly walked away as though nothin had happened. sighhhh.

i have yet to see a Red one.

FUNNy PiCS

2007-09-04T18:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the Kid's Bday. . . i made her an interesting lookin card. . .

SO we did all the usual routine stuff at home. . . den later everyone went to hosp.

So me and Panda thot we'd go eat ice-cream. Les came along.

And this is wat we were doin.. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

okaaaay..... like Wtf. . here i am tryin to capture sum beauty moments but God knows wat dey'r doin. -_-

Eeeeeeeeeeee... im late for class! time : 10 am

Fuck, seriously... this uploading thing is taking too long. And NO it is not my com, am using a diff faster com, it is blogspots fault.

time: 10.07

Bye bye

decisions. . . .

2007-09-03T00:37:00.000-07:00

tommorrow is the Kid's birthday. . .
Went to memory lane to find mortifyingly horrendous looking cards which deserved only to be given to the uncreative highly untalented people who made the cards in the first place.

SooOOOO... the decision i have to make is.....

make a Card for her or Not? ? ?
maybe i shud....

afterall she was like the only one whu made me feel like it was my bday.

she bought me a small muffin-size chocolate-banana cake thingy.. . and made me a very interesting card.

Grandma was the one whu always made a fuss over our b'days.. . . now dat she'z not really capable its doenst feel like a birthday.

So conclusion. . . . .
i shall get her a slice of sum cake and make her card.
my mum will fulfill the proper present part '$$$'

decision made!

Merdeka Eve. KL road trip!!!

2007-09-03T00:02:00.000-07:00

So for Merdeka Eve i had tons of ppl askin me if i wanted to go 2 KL. . . Zouk, Maisons. . . Curve. . . . Hartamas to usher in our 50th year Independance Anniversary.

N O W A Y! was my answer to all these ppl... the thought of driving around in the jam possibly spending the crucial 12am merdeka moment in the car was absolutely unappealing.

My plan was to mayb haf sum nice dinner near by... . . den be safetly in a house watching Lesbian movies and eating chocolate. N watch sum nice fireworks

but this is wat i did :
:: met Les and chilled in the car 4 ovr and hour
::stressed to Zu and Pet on SMS of my NO WAy factor
::met the gang at TGIF
:: 11.45we decided dat Bukit Gasing wud probably haf a spectacular view of fireworks. (pet didnt come seeing as she hates dem)
::went only to find that the bloody bukit was facing PJ (oh welll....)
::so we dropped ppl off
::wanted to meet the guys but they were at Maison's

TO GO OR NOT TO GO. . . . . . . .

we decided to go! i agreed solely becoz i believed dat the traffic wud be in the opposite direction.

so we went got caught up in lil jams here and thr.
problem was . .. . . . . .
. . . . . .
. . . . .
:: road blocks all over the place.. .. .
n im not very good with directions. . .
unfortunately pet n Zu were no better.. . . so we were making right and left turns here and there hoping to sumhow end up on the right road.
:::Den i made one specific turn to the right only to find dat cars were comin TOWARDS me!

finally we reached Maisons at 3AM. . . managed to squeeze ourselves in thru the closing doors so dat Zu could dance to one song. . . even tho the lights were on!

Den we spent time watching our sad drunk frenz. specifically CW. . .
whu'z testosterone level and hormone-level seem to increase wen high.
he was tryin to hit on all of us. . . dat strange boy. . . . practically had to fend him off with a pole. . . or more accurately Brian...hahah

Finally we got back to PJ... . went to berMamaking . . saw ppl fight.

and our heads hit the pillow and around 7 Am. . .

All in ALL it was a Good Merdeka celebration! = )

Am i A Masochist???

2007-08-29T20:26:00.000-07:00

the things i mention here might have u call me a sadist. But ppl u are using the wrong term. U r actually looking for the word masochist.

Sadist : enjoys inflicting pain on others

Masochist : enjoys having pain inflicted on themselves.

OK now dunt get scared im not daaaaat bad. its juz minor things.

in sumways to me its painful pleasure.

so here are the things dat may or may not make me a masochist. =)

1. i enjoy putting salt on my (mouth) ulcers, at first it was to kill the germs, n it hurt like crazy but i found it be a rather enjoyable feeling n so now i always do it. kinda like gettin an adrenaline rush. . .

2. I like having injections, more specifically blood tests. . . always haf... even as a child.

discovered my strange fetish wen i had to be tested 4 abt a week for dengue wen i was 7. .

i was actually enjoying myself..(nurses didnt haf to worry abt me being afraid... dey called me a brave child.... hahah...little did dey noe)

in Std 6 for BCG i was excited to get it wen most ppl were afraid.

in form3. . . no one seemed to wanna go first 2 get the tetanus shot. . . . but i was happy to go

to tell u the truth i seriously cuden wait to get it. . . coz it had been ages since i got one....

3. K dis mite scare u little.

I once peeled off my skin whr i had accidently burnt myself. . . .

it felt so good. . . it was bleeding like crazy coz it was already half healed

but the pain was terrible. . . halfway thru tears were rollin down my face. but i kept goin newayz.

my mum thot i was crazy... coz i kept sayin ouch as i was peelin it off.

i tried to do it again. but it had healed too much = (.

4. when i was 9, for sum reason i start hittin myself with a ruler, repeatedly for no apparent reason. . . by the end of it my hand were red and i was crying. Till today i haf no idea wat possessed me to do dat. but i know y i did it. . . . . . . . . it was nice.

K now dats ive listed the these things down. . . it seems kinda freaky. . . but these r minor things im not dat bad. ( like sum of those ppl whu whip themselves) but u be the judge.

seeing as im a bit strange like this. . . id prob make a good junkie, embrace d pain of gettin a tattoo n immensly enjoy havin an acupuntur treatment. all in all its good. =)

Life's like that. . .

2007-08-28T10:31:00.000-07:00

So i am in a state of euphoriA. nopez its not chocolates altho it played a small teeeny weeny part,

but everything's gettin better. . .things are slowly progressin towards wat ive been hopin for. N hopefully it will work out *fingers crossed*

i screwed things up. N God knows i totally deserve wat i got. but if things cont. like dat much longer i wud b dead.

So thank you.

Ur like the best thing ever.

wat goes around comes around. (screw u j.Timberlake) but yeaaa.. its true
PetwwwwweeNa.. ur prob d only one whu noe wat im talkin abt. =)

So for wat has been happenin this pass few days,
u haf left me feelin happy.

emptiness is dimishing. N i pray it stays dat way.

YAY!

2007-08-26T21:38:00.000-07:00

I AM FREEEE!!!!. . . . .

I AM ASSIGNMENT-LESS. . . .
WHEEE. . . . . .

FINALLY.. ITS DONE WITH. BUT I HAVE A TEST ON THURS, NVMLA. . . AT LEAST ONE DAY OF PEACE RIGHT.

CUD SLEEP OK LAST NIGHT (after 1missedcall ordeal) COZ I HAD BEEN AWAKE FOR OVER 24 HRS AND WAS DEAD TIRED.

YUP YUP *nods* THIS IS THE 1ST STEP TO FACING ME FEARS.

STEP 1 : ACCOMPLISHED. . . ( vey good nat, I (myself) am very proud of u (myself again)

oooHH petwwwena made cuppy cakes last nite. .. n she gave me sum. . .
but we spent an hr talkin in the car and i ended up eating 10 of dem. verrrrry nice. esp the icing..

one day she can come over and we can both make icing and eat it! = )

sighh.... i love cupcakes. . . .

well specifically ONE cupcake =)

Such An Idiot!

2007-08-26T10:00:00.000-07:00

I am such an IDIOT!

haihzz... i got 1missed call frm messy lessy. . . .

den supposed to wait for sum1 to teman me den watch.

instead wat do i go and do?. . . juz now i played the movie.. . . n scrolled thru

N it freaked me out. my hands are actually shaking now. N today ive to sleep alone. hence the title.

such an idiot!

*inhaaaale* nat *exhaaaaaale* conquer ur fears

YOU

2007-08-25T11:21:00.000-07:00

You! totally made my day

how?

by just bein urself

by just being thr for me

by bein the way u used to be

you. have made not only my day but my week and even my month.

FATE!

2007-08-25T11:10:00.000-07:00

i Cant believe it... Shaffy ( who was supposed to come back here to cont Law in Taylors but conned me n is now leaving) came back for a short visit sometime ago...

Finallly.. we managed to meet up... went to KLCC

anNND...

we bumped into SANA!!!

the one whu was supposed to be in Switz... who i wasnt expecting to see ANY time sooon...

there was a lot of commotion when we (me and shaffy) and sana realised wat we were seeing( screaming... hugging.. people around us were staring)... very coool... and totally FATE.
why? u might ask

1. me and Shaffy were discussing how much we missed Sana and how we shud someday meet up in Europe!

2. Sana had lost our contacts... so she cuden call us.

3. Sana was not expecting Shaffy to be here

4. we had never thought we'd all see each other again together... till like 2009 or sumthing.

5. WE WERE IN KLCC WALKING PASS THE SAME SHOP AT THE SAME TIME!!

coincidence??? NOP

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My Love Begins To Cro..Ak

2007-08-23T21:26:00.000-07:00

If ur malaysian and u attended a gov school. . . . u wud have covered the book Phantom Of The Opera in Form 2 righhhht?? *you smile n nod ur head*

Now remember when sum weird lady went on stage and sang :

My love begins to crroo. . Ak... crOAk...croaK. . . . .love begins to crro. . .AAk
now remmeber dat tune. follow and sing along!

i Want to blOO...OOgg...BBLooG..... bBloooG!

[sorry. was just bored, waitin for class to start in 20 mins. see im a gooood student]

ooooooooOOOOh shit! sorry. . . forgot to add dat u wud haf 2 had been in my class Form 2 to remember dat tune. . . coz we did a skit on it. n i was singing dat part. =)

again. [ SING ALONG!!] i aam.. soooRRy..SoooRRy Sorry!

Surprise Surprise!!

2007-08-23T20:51:00.000-07:00

Soooo..... Surprise Surprise i didnt get lucky the other day = ( which can only mean one thing.

:: My poor much-older-den-its actual years back is aching so much to the point that wen i move its no longer called walking.. its more like hobbling along.....SIGHHH. . .

Another Surprise Surprise. . . . i FINALLLLY DID IT!!! FINALLY!!! after all the pressure and stress and contemplations. I DID IT! *big wide smile*

[if u dun't noe wat im talking about. . . i mean my Assignment... not 'it' u weirdo. . . ]

Againnn. . . Surprise Surprise its FRIDAY!! wheeee. . . . do i get to have fun?? NOP!
why?? because now have next assignment to get started on. *shakes head in disgust*
but if u havent noticed. . . i am super-procrastinator-girl. . . due on monday.. il start tmr =)

Soo... wat am i doin today?? Finallly gonna meet shafffy! can't belive she'z abandoning me for sum dumb literature course in Europe or sumthing. . . . like WTF? cant figure out which is worse... doin literature... or abandoning me!

Den if i can pluck up enuf courage. . . i might juz watch One Missed Call again. its called :

CONQUER UR FRIGGIN FEARS!!

My life after i had struggled months to put the horrifying movie behind me was almost perfect. . . until dat one fine day. . . Panda's phone rang and what do u noe? Surprise Surprise. . . the bloody ringtone.. scared the f*** out of me. which brought me to the sad but true realization dat i hadn't put it behind me. So only thing i can think of doin now. is to keep watching it. OVer n OVER N oVER N OVER again... until it no longer freaks me out! den i shalll be set free of the nasty ringtone demons.. FREEEEEEEE! FREEE i tell you... FREEEEEEEEEEEE!!

Dunt think i dunt noe wat ur sayin to urself... ur secretly pointin and whispering behind my back dat u think im weeird.. juz coz U found dat movie stupid and sooo NOT scary.
but i dun't care.... it totally freaked me out... Y do u think i no longer sleep in my own bed??

Procrastination

2007-08-21T21:44:00.000-07:00

Procrastination is the mother of all negative-traits!

Like wtf..i was supposed to have finished the bloody assign/m Mondy nite!!

WHAT DAY IS IT TODAY?? fCUKIN WEDNESDAY!

AM I DONE? NO!!

SIGHHHHH. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

WAT AM I DOIN ?????

. . . . . . .B L O G G I N G!. . . . . . . .

GETTING LUCKY. . .

2007-08-21T21:10:00.000-07:00

MY SCHEDULE FOR TODAY :

wake up. . . (if i didn't it might be a problem)

brush teeth : shower : put on sum clothes

get sum food (prevent starvation) : find books :leave house

go for econs class (stick toothpicks under eyelids to stay awake)

break - use com to do assignments (or mayb something else if its more appealing)

go over to No Wanking's hse n see if i can get lucky =)
[by that i mean get massage. . .not wat ur thinking]

visit grandma (try to make her smile again)

rest is unknown. . . . .

WHY?

2007-08-21T21:04:00.000-07:00

WHY DO U DO THIS ME???

IT BREAKS DOWN MY DEFENSES AND LEAVES ME VUNERABLE ALL OVER AGAIN.

BUT SOMEHOW. . . I DUN'T HATE YOU. . . . . .

NOT YET NEWAY.

I Give Up. . .

2007-08-19T17:58:00.000-07:00

Never thought it would be this difficult. . . . .

Still, i thought that i could get through it . . . . . .

But now i know i can't. . . . .

Only you can help me, so please. . . . .help me.

Becoming A Nerd!

2007-08-19T07:59:00.000-07:00

i shalll remember today......19 August 2007

seriously sad ( as in pathetic) close to depressing day...

so i woke up at 11.30 ish..... and had to start doin assignments....

den i thot nvm chilll first... later on can go out =)

den petweeeNa calls says lets go AnW wid Zu n Pet (3.45)

wait waaiit....... mama only comes home at 6.30pm ( sighhh... so cuden go)

first thing she says is.. : i misssed u sooooooo much
.................................: come sit on my lap n gimme a hug

oooookaaay.... seriiously mum... u juz saw me last nite.

by this time i had a super craving for banana split.

den im like all ready to go out... Mum says be home by 12... = )
calll Amanda... buuuuuuT she'z not even home... like Wtf...

Pet doin assignments....

So den me call No Wanking.... but den he no pick up phone = (

eveN my mum didnt feel like temaning me to eat ice-cream

so i gave up...... i bought choc and sat in my room.. with the radio blasted
for like 2 hrs plus... N den i came online.... which is NoW

can u imagine a sadder day??Sighhhhh... n i havent even had dinner yet

Mayb i shud become a nerd... juz be happy sittin at home n studyin?? = )

Best Grandma!

2007-08-19T07:30:00.000-07:00

........[ hahaha...grandma so small n short =) ]..................

If u met my grandma u too wud agree that she is the best grandma ever,
My grandma, aged 73 used to be an extremely active person, physically and mentally, she’d do gardening, and all the cooking ( which is y my mum and aunty are useless at it), she spoilt us all. After I moved out of my grandma’s place, she used to alwiz cook me anything I wanted and for my b’day she’d take me food shopping. All my friends whu’v met her say she’z sweet or really nice…esp Pet ( think she unofficially adopted my grandma 10 yrs ago since the dumb girl refused to give her own grandmother nuggets).
When I was younger grandma used to say she’z 5’3, heheh… I am 5’3..poor small grandma…she shrunk. I laugh a lot…think I got it from her.. she said she used to get into trouble at school coz she cuden stop laughin. The only problem grandma had was her weak knees, and in March dey finally gave way. She really wanted to do a knee replacement…. She was so excited, she cuden wait to do it and be able to walk around normally. Operation supposedly went well but den couple of hours later she had a massive brain stroke.
Now grandma can’t do anything, she cant open her eyes, she cant walk, she can’t talk, she cant even eat the normal way. The only thing we’r grateful for is that we know she can hear us and understand what we’r saying… and that means we have a chance of bringin her back.. 3 months now she’z been like dat… she’z been thru so much pain…the original physiotherapy for her knees…bedsores( trust me, its something u will never in ur life wanna see or feel)…. It isn’t fair dat she has to go thru all this shit… but dat’s life.
I miss you tons grandma… miss sitting on ur lap ( yup stil used to do dat even this year)… miss the way u’d tell us funny stories of ur past… u always took my side against my mum and amanda’s (haha)…. And u’d put so much effort into making prawn sambal JUST for me simply bcoz I loved it. I hope that by Christmas u’ll be well enough to be sitting at a computer and reading this. I love you tons Grandma. mWwwwah

Not A Tomato Head = )

2007-08-15T11:44:00.000-07:00

NOW EVERYBODY LOOK AT THIS AND SAY :

YAY! MY FREND NATASHA IS JUZ PLAIN OL' NATASHA.. NOT THE TOMATO HEAD SHE THOT SHE MIGHT TURN OUT TO BE.

i loooove Patrick.. dats d dude dat coloured my hair... nice man... i like the colour...( its got dark brown...light brown..red) smart man... as for the fringe... dat's a diff story.

But i tell u i dunt think ive ever been dat nervous in my entire life!

my legs had turned to JELLY (dis wen dey had started colouring my hair), my heart felt like it was gonna pop out of my mouth.... not to mention it was pounding so hard i cuden hear anything else.

thank god i didnt haf to stand up... or walk anywhere... coz im sure my legs wud ha not carried me! but in the end it was OK! now juz need to let my fringe grow out and it'll be great. = )

oooh haf u guys seeen Jasmine's tattooo? its awesome!! im so gettin a tattoo.. mum dunt kill me = )

Tomato Head = (

2007-08-14T08:52:00.000-07:00

most of u ppl reading this noe me right.....

so think of how i look right now...... ok done??

now keep that image (esp my hair part) in ur head... because the next time i see u am no longer gonna look like dat.

I am goin for sum hair workshop ( cut & colour) thing tmr.. n all i can say is:

PLS GOD.... DUNT LEMME EMERGE FRM THE 46TH FLOOR TMR LOOKING LIKE A TOMATO HEAD....sighh... pray for me ppl.

Mission FaaaaileD!!

2007-08-13T01:00:00.000-07:00

Sorry to disappoint ya ppl buuuuuuuuuut...

err...how shud i say dis?? ummm... im afraid ppl might come after me

inhaale... exhaaaaaaaaaaaale....inhaale..exhale... ok here goes..

[deep breath]imSOSOOOOOrrytopeoplelikeSowmzandothervegetariansouttherefornotgivingveggiestherespecttheydeservebuti didntmakeit!!!vegetarian ordeal FAILED miserably = (. umm actually i hardly even got passed Day 3.

my resepect for vegetarians.. if before at Level 1 has shot up to Level 10!! im so proud of u ppl...wheeee =)

LOOng live ze vegggetables!! (dey look happy)

[wat vege is yellow?? isn't dat a banana? oh well.. works for meee]

Surviving the Vegetarian Ordeal

2007-08-07T21:50:00.000-07:00

HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED HOW THE HELL NON-VEGETARIANS SURVIVE BEING VEGETARIAN?? WELLLL.... ILL TELL U IN WEEK! I HAF DECIDED TO TRY THIS OUT BEGINNING FROM 7TH aUG 2007 ( cos im sure i didnt eat meat yesterday..i think) to THE 13TH aUG 2007... will cont to update dis. wish me luck!

btw dis font is in green.. to honour and show respect for vegetables.

Oooh....Lesbians Unite!

2007-08-07T09:38:00.000-07:00

[ WARNING ] FOR THE LIGHT-HEARTED, PREGNANT WOMEN AND THOSE STRONGLY
AGAINST LESBIANISM, THE IMAGES BELOW ARE GRAPHIC SCENES OF
LESBIANISM (obviously) AND MIGHT RESULT IN NEGATIVE COMMENTS
AND FEEDBACK. IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE IT THEN DO NOT! I REPEAT
DO NOT! SCROLL DOWN
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HAHAH... U SICK-MINDED PERSON...U ACTUALLY SCROLLED DOWN...HOPING TO SEE SUM ACTION, SORRY TO DISAPPOINT YOU... BUT THIS IS ALL. HOPEFULLY THE PEOPLE IN THE PICS DUN'T COME LOOKING FOR ME = ). IN A LIL WHILE WE CAN OBSERVE AND STUDY THESE PICS...BUT 1ST LEMME TELL YOU.. THIS IS HOW IT ALLLLLL STARTS, INNOCENT KISSING (no tongue), SLOWY D KISSES BECOME err.....SLOPPIER AND WET-ish?
AND DEN AFTER DAT . . .(u noe).

FYI the black and white pics were all taken on the same day......

and u noe whr???

at A&W!!!?!! RIGHT SMACK IN THE MIDDLE!

it occured to me later on when i noticed ppl staring at us...dat we were in a Family restaurant,

and kids were all over the place... its amazing we didnt get kicked out of thr. sooooo neway

to start observing...

observe the common factor [ pembolehubah yg dimalarkan (cool.! i remembr d malay term)]
:: well if ur not blind or just plain dumb den ull obviously see dat its PuiKar

now wats d english term for pembolehubah yg dimanipulasikan??
:: but the answer shud be the other girls

Does this mean that Puiks is the lesbian??? YES IT DOES!!! now wud i say dat???
i say this because...d crazy girl wanted to kiss 30 females b4 her 18th bday....n us,poor unsuspecting innocent girls fell victim to her malicious experiment.. (me...twice!)

what hypothesis can we make of the data collected??
::: PuiKar is the lesbian and we are merely pawns in her vicious cycle of homosexuality.

i have no idea y i did this... Petweena if ur reading this... me and puiks r goin to get u on Friday... u willl be forced to CiumCium us...eskimo-kissy-kissy. just so u guys noe... im the other girl in both the pics on the right.wheeeeee..........
ppl out thr... sorry if this offends u.

My One And Only

2007-08-06T09:06:00.000-07:00

MY ONE AND ONLY

Since U’ve been gone I crave your touch,
I long to taste, to see and to feel you,
I count the seconds till we meet again,
I miss the days we used to share
curled up together on the sofa watching TV or reading,
I miss you so much..... more then u can ever imagine
Want to feel the taste of your rich smooth skin on my lips,
We’ve been through so much together….. good and bad,
And I know now that no matter what I do,
I will never ever find another like you.
You haunt my thoughts night and day,
Missin u so much it hurts
Because U are irreplaceable,
Always and forever you will be
My one and only......

C H O C O L A T E …. = )

DON'T THIS LOOK EXTREMELY YUMMY ???

banana??!?

2007-08-05T12:00:00.000-07:00

THIS IS ME AND THAAATS A HAPPY BANANA. ==============D

SEE ANY SIMILARITIES?? No rytttt.... Then how come everything connected to me

has the word banana in it??? i shall tell u y. becoooz Bananas are very cool

fruits, u can do veeery interesting things wid it.( dunt think dirty u pervert!). lets see..

HAHAH... isn't dat interesting? think about this the next time ur lack of clothes *wink*

But dunt' go walkin into a monkey-infested jungle now coz den..........

So after my banana speech, any guesses on wat wud be my fav type of ice-cream???

TADAAAAAAA....... a beautiful mouth-watering banana-split, u guessed right!

Hopefully this is sufficient explanation for my not-so-new banana craze. laterzz

Tom Welling!!!

2007-08-05T11:52:00.000-07:00

For those of you who know me not, the image above is simply a picture of the man of my dreams. now look at this pic and tell me he isn't like the hottest thing ever! If u noe him or ever know how i can meet him pls lemme noe. N if u didnt noe dat i Lurrrve Tom Welling den go away coz ur not my frend. hmphh.