beautiful soul

I didn't want you to go just yet. selfish of me, but I just wanted to see you one last time, hold you, sing with you, give you a hug, tell you I love you , that I miss you and that I'm so glad you were such a big part of my life. so many things to say and do. You were supposed to wait for me.
You are one of the most important people in my life, the person who made so much difference. And I can't thank you enough

You were once energetic and full of life, doing so much for me and those around me.
You were and still are an amazing person who gave me so much in life and taught me so much.
I miss you and I hate that you had to go through all that pain for so long.

in some ways, I am glad that you have left me
that you are finally at peace

I will be back, just one more time to kiss you, tell you how much I love you and to say goodbye

hmmmmm

Does anybody still even read my blog???
people?? heloooo... well if u see this send me a msg in the chat box thingy k
this is just for me to know if im the only one reading this...
hey actually, I dont even read this. bleeh

poor comeback

I want to blog. i do.

theres lots i want to say.

but for some reason i can't or maybe i just don't want to. . .

RANDOM RAMBLINGS

doesnt reading other ppl's blogs sometime inspire u to blog??
no? yeaa me neither... .

issue :
ive my first paper in abt 10 days...and its on a sat.
an accounting paper on a sat. how fu*ked up. that is juz plain sad.


problem: i really dunt noe wat the subject entails.
solution: i will start on dat first thing tues.


application: cause of this problem wud be procrastination.

- i think this is the format for my law - in that order when im answerin the essay question

seee.. im not juz wasting time bloggin, im studyin, practice makes perfect. dats wat my friend told me. =)

i feel old. i can literally feel the 'teen' part of body being sucked out.
im sure wrinkles are making its way onto my face as we speak. and the cellulite is overwhelming... it is everywhere!!! i hate to think wat is gonna happen when i turn 40. =(

ok for mths ive been sayin im not sure if im gonna do twinning.. or wen im gonna do it...
den suddenly within like 10 days its confirmed.
informed uni abt upgrading my offer letter n checked that i can skip orientation. got the form paid the fees. received official offer letter which i used to : renew passport. apply for visa. did medicals. and tadaa.. im done

last thing left now is my ticket. apparently its all kinda booked out. but if it goes accordingly i will be leaving in precisely a mth frm now. kinda fast. yes im stll goin to tasmania... its sounds sad i noe...
but ive got family thr. and dey all love it thr. cant be all that bad. but im gonna miss night life tho. dey haf clubs and stuff, but im talkin abt late night movies and 'mamak' sessions... dat occur after 10pm...
and another thing. i really dun do well in the cold.
aus weather wen i get thr? winter.

if any of u are hping i dunt go.. den hope thrs no available flight.

my last day of finals : 30th june
meaning - no sem break, juz week to do tons of stuff b4 i go.
sigh. im gonna miss so much. sometimes i wish i wasnt goin.
oh well... hopefully ill be back end of the year for my 3mth sem break :)

one word : COOK

no. . . two words. . . yay cook!!

isn't he hot?? . . . . with such an incredibly sexy voice.

haven heard him sing? go dwl
david cook - billie jean (live version)
" - always be my baby (either version.. studio or live)

hahahah

heloo oo... ok i know i just said that ive gotten bored of blogging, but ive been reading like a million blogs and im done and bored. . . so i ended up here. =)

k first things first, it is now 5am, i have a class at 10 am. y the hell am i still wake. god noes

ive been havin sleepin issues, im sleepy-ish but i cant sleep,i toss and turn for hrs before i can sleep well, usually ends up being arnd this time . . . but den i have the privilege of wakin at any time. so al is good. the recommended 8hrs of sleep can still easily be fulfilled.
BUT NOT TODAY! ok i have to go to class tmr.

i tried. i really did. 12am on the dot. i lay in bed. pushed all thoughts out of my head closed my eyes and slowly counted backwards from 100 ( seemed like something boring to do). dint work.
den i got it (eureka??) i thot ill juz sleep late tonite, ill b out the whole day so come nite time again shud be tired rite.
so i got up, took borin book and started to read.... but it was unbearably boring that i skipped thru it lookin for good parts. dby 2.30am dat was over.

still wide-eyed i went and got the laptop. ok i forgot to mention dat today ive been havin a earache. so anyway i decided this was part of the problem. its actually hurtin quite bad. seriously my poor immune system can be quite a pain sometimes.

also i drank some alcohol sometime before comin to bed.... so neway. its 3 and a half hrs later... dats how long ive been online, mostly readin blogs. which is why. tadaaa. im here.
k this is quitw a boring post. so im sorry =)


but den again. u choose to come here and read this of ur own will... soooo its ur problem =)

SORRY =)

if there are still sum of u who checkout me blog frm time to time... sorry for the lack of updates but u noe wat? its kinda boring.. i thot id haf lots free time to do like last sem... but i dunt, coz now ive made friends frm business school.. so reaaly thrs not much time, sorry.

PLUs... blogging is like a public diary (kind of) and well frm past experiences wen i haf a diary i tend to get bored of writing after a while... same thing here.

but who noes? mayb the writing spirit will hit me again... till den. . . . . .