beautiful soul

I didn't want you to go just yet. selfish of me, but I just wanted to see you one last time, hold you, sing with you, give you a hug, tell you I love you , that I miss you and that I'm so glad you were such a big part of my life. so many things to say and do. You were supposed to wait for me.
You are one of the most important people in my life, the person who made so much difference. And I can't thank you enough

You were once energetic and full of life, doing so much for me and those around me.
You were and still are an amazing person who gave me so much in life and taught me so much.
I miss you and I hate that you had to go through all that pain for so long.

in some ways, I am glad that you have left me
that you are finally at peace

I will be back, just one more time to kiss you, tell you how much I love you and to say goodbye

hmmmmm

Does anybody still even read my blog???
people?? heloooo... well if u see this send me a msg in the chat box thingy k
this is just for me to know if im the only one reading this...
hey actually, I dont even read this. bleeh

poor comeback

I want to blog. i do.

theres lots i want to say.

but for some reason i can't or maybe i just don't want to. . .