predictions

we make predictions and assumptions all the time, we walk into the exam hall thinking, im so gonna screw this up, we walk out and our predictions that we probably failed are even stronger. But come result day, we find that we usually did better than we thought.

sometimes (unfortunately) it is the other way around.

neway, the point for me sayin this is to tell the people dat might take sum interest in my life, dat im so gonna be re-sitting for my econs. and this is not an assumption, or sum mere prediction. I am like almost 100% sure... which is really sad if u think about it.

U noe how i noe? because, for questions dat people were writing a page long answer for, i gave 5 lines. questions that were meant to be done over an hour, took me only 25mins.
instead of sitting there for the full 3hrs and 40 mins like everyone else and wishing desperately there was more time. I left after 2 hrs.

U noe why??? coz of ALLL freaking days, i had to get sick, and not just sum mild crap, but really sick. And did i only have one paper?? NO where most people had one paper, i had to sit for TWO!!
TWO freaking papers. . .which i felt like crap.
most people find the night before their exam a very important time to cram all those little bits of info in. well so did I... unfortunately... i was sick from the evning before the exam. i took a nap... and den proceeded to study for my first paper. which was at 9am. Den i moved on to the other subject which was at 2pm, my stomach was hurting re4ally badly by the time, and i was feeling so sick. finally after reading less den 2 pages, i went to sleep. hoping morning wud be better.
but nop. so i asked the exam unit if i cud differ the paper.. and dey said sure, but u can only sit for it in March.

IN MARCH!!???!!! like wth... wat is wrong with them?? no anyway. i was at the clinic at 8.15, 8.35 i was given a jab for the pain ( i tried to enjoy it, but i really wasnt feelin good enuf)
cuden take the other medicines becoz my paper was at 9.00. apparently it was sum virus or food poisonin. den i went for the paper. managed to do ok... was feeling very sleepy. but i hope i did ok.

but the next paper... i was sick all over again... i looked at the questions, and dey were all blurrry... i had no idea wat it was, my stomach was killing me, i felt like throwing up, and i was feeling very light headed. can u imagine anything worse?? already microecons had a really high % failure rate. N i had to sit for the paper like dat.

it was terrible. i filled out forms, attached the doctors report. and now i can only hope,.. dey'll be kind enuf to take it into consideration and gimme a pass. =).

funny little toe-heads

this was taken some time ago. . . a time when i had nothing to do
and to my left i saw a pair of feet ( dunt be shocked now, it wasnt juz thr, was attached to a body of coz)
and to my right a pen. *ting* lightbulb appeared in my head (sign of an idea) , and these were the results.





at first it was merely a little Toe-head. . . . and den evolution took place. . . . .


and it was a family of Toe-heads ( apparently dey'r good at reproducing)




and due to the unbelievable high sex-drive. . . . a whole bunch of little Toe-heads


the final touch.

Exam fever/sleeping disorders

i am not a light sleeper. . . not at all.. i can sleep thru my alarm, my phone ringing, house phone ringing and the doorbell ringing... . . N i haf no problem goin to sleep

i make sure the door is closed ( im a lil weird.. has to be more then halfway shut) get into bed... pull the sheets up around me.. hug my pillow... turn left for a abt a min.. den turn right and go off into sleep almost immediately.

unfortunately for abt a week now ive been experiencing bloody insomnia,
i just cant sleep... i may be ready sleepy.. but i get into bed... n im wide awake..

so normally i wuden care.. i can stay on the comp longer den.. till im really ready..
but. . . . my finals start tmr! i need the sleeep! i really do...

paper at 9am till 12.... dats 3 freaking hrs.. i need to be awake and alert!

so to help me... ive haf consumed aliiil alcohol..... my mum dunt mind... she noes i like it...
it makes me sleepy...this one does anyway... so in abt 10 mins i shud be good to go..
if not ill juz take summore...

i wont wake up with a hangover right? i need waaay more alcohol for dat right?... otherwise im reaaaly fcuked tmr..

so newaaay....my first paper begins in abt 8 hrs plus...so wish me luck!

good luck Nat!!! God noes i need it... ( every single bit of it)

All fixed up =)

Got the car ( that I single-handedly wrecked) back on Fri.


BEFORE




AFTER




Looks good as new doesnt it?? Prob because the whole bonnet thingy and the front is actually new.
I've definitely come out of this freaky experience with some phobia. Sooo. . . mayb today ill try driving around in my Condo area ( no main roads for now)

It'll be just like it was when i first got my license and my mum was checking out my driving ability, except this time , im gonna haf way less more confidence.

I mean, even now in the car when i sit with my mum i feel she'z going too fast, (and dats saying alot) b'coz before this i use to ask her why she'z driving so turtle-like.

sighhhhh. . . . oh well, i would say lesson well learnt =(

man vs. women

i came across an interesting email titled ' women - as explained by engineers'

this was one of the many images. . . i didnt really agree with the rest but this. . . is totaaly 100% true. . . for most females anyway.





if ur a guy and u've been out shopping with a girll u'd say YEAAAA... so true!!
and vice-versa. . .

once in form 2 (i think) i went out with the guys. . apparently Brian wanted to get a white shirt. .
and he did excatly wat d image shows.. . . . he walked to the first store, saw a white shirt, tried it and bought it! it took like 15 mins,

i there i was standing thinkin, ur kidding right??? thats not called shopping.

such a waste.

to the female species, shopping is seen as a fun activity. girls sumtime go shopping when dey'r depressed, or juz to haf fun

senario 1 ::::


girl 1 : hey im bored, wat shall we do??

girl 2: ohh.. we shud so go shopping

girl1 : shopping??? ohh yay!

senario 2 ::::


girl : hey honey, i was thinking we shud go shopping tmr

boy: shit!

so how come guys dunt see the fun in shopping? the fun in trying out different clothes in a million different shops? yet they appreciate it when we look good.

how come dey dunt go into a mall thinking i need to get a formal shirt and a pair running shoes, but instead come out with 3 casual wear tops and heels? ( or the equivalent to guy clothing) and will prob need to return to the mall another day to get the actual needed items.

its interestin how men and women perceive things so differently.
(of coz der r the few exceptions here and thr)

men may complain abt us females, and our shoppin obssessions but the truth is we wuden be women if we didnt haf dat annoying trait in us right?

if we didnt like shopping and dressing up, and if every morning we juz went to the closet pulling out watever looks clean to wear, men wud prob complain anyway.

so basically, men shud juz make up their minds, u wan ur women to look good and spend hrs with the shopping and getting ready, or wud u prefer we forgo all those hours and end up looking boring and unappealing. . . like u?

heaven on earth

if ur life sux. . . . u noe one thing dat can make u feel better even if its only temporary?

no not alcohol, ( ok mayb a lil' lil' bit)

F - O - O - D

yummy yummy yummy food dat for a little time makes u feel as if u haf died and gone to heaven

ok.. this is not according to my preference. . its jus food to die for =)

Food no. 1 ::

almost any choc made in Australia, like cadbury. . .
stick a bar in ur mouth, slowly move it around let it melt in ur mouth. . . sighhhhh

unfortunately in this sad country we get really limited choices, try going to the cadbury factory. . dey haf soooo many varieties, some totally



Food 2 ::

h.a.s.h browns. . . . cooked to yummy perfection, Mc'ds has mastered this technique.




Food 3::

Vanilla coke . . .. i swear im on cloud 9 everytime i drink this . . . . esp wen i first tasted it in Aus, den i had to wait over a year before they introduced it here, but it was totally worth it. =)

im generally not a coke person, but this coke creation is amazing,
take a long slow sip, at first its juz plain ol' coke, den u swallow it all and... wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee
wat a great feeling.

Food 4 :::

Mc'ds breakfast - sausage patty
i dunno wat dey put in it. . . . but take even a teeny weeny bite and u can taste the intensity of the flavour. .. its so yummy yummy. . .



Food 5 ::: Ski - Diveine Yogurt

First time i tasted it it was French Vannila. . . . it was so good, i went out and bought a 1 kg tub the next day, and i juz sat infront of the TV and ate and ate and ate it till thr was nothing left.
Den i came back here, and realised they dunt sell it here, not that flavour anyway. . . and over here it costs almost 20 bucks for the same tub. Can u belive it its been 5 yrs since i ate it. . .
this is definitely classified as heavenly food.
And just so u noe, not everything tastes that great, just 'french vanilla'


Food 6::

My aunty's Tiramisu cake, unfortunately i dunt haf a pic, but its the best cake in the world, since she make it once for my bday i haf tried almost every tiramisu cake dat i come across and none have even come close =(.


Food 7::
Reese, yummy peanut- paste like substance filled chocolate.
u might be skeptical at first, but put it in ur mouth, take that first bite. . . chew chew.... and ooooomgg.... wooooo. Its in sold in Malaysia now. .. for only 2 sumthing. .

go try it and enjoooy.... yum yum



ok i cant think of any other heaven-on-earth foods atm,
now i feel like sum kind of food promoter or sumthing. i shud so open a shop dat sells all this stuff...

and wen ppl feel like dey'r life sux. . . dey can come to my shop and instantly feel better, while i play the TM lets talk ad. [ MmmmMM helo . . . heloooooo]

i can call it ::: 'Tasha's Feel Good'
slogan :::: feeling down?? come to Tasha's Feel Good to feel up =)


k now im just rambling on abt nothing. . . . . .
laterzzz

celebrate . . .celebrate

i never knew i cud wikipedia my birthday. . . . (well duh i know now) - thx to Petweena

so i did n guess wat?? no famous ppl dat i noe died or were born on the 11th of June. . . .

buuuut. . . . it is KAMEHAMEHA DAY every year in HAWAII

and its an official state holiday. . isnt dat cool?? Im so gettin married on like June 9th and den ill fly thr for my honeymoon. . . and the whole state will be celebrating with me. . .and they haf parades and hulas and everything. . wheeeeeee!!

and for my name . . . N.A.T.A.S.H.A. (incase u didnt noe)

my name means 'birthday of the lord' so traditionally was given to girls born around xmas time.

and is also apparently a [monkey] at the Safary Park zoo. . . near ISrael -_-
. . . . . ummmm oookaay. . . .

procrastination. again?

its 9.40am now. . . . i have a class at 10,
and i haf an assignment due today.. . . last one. n havent started.
ill have a break frm 12-1. . . will have to do it in that short -time span

WTH is wrong with me. . . its due today ive two classes. . . and free time now but im not doin my assignment. . nooooo. . .im blogging abt how i shud be doin it.

blogging shud be banned. . .
it keeps people from doin the other important stuff. . .
come to think of it . . . so shud facebook and friendster. . . and all those kind of websites.. .
N youtube definitely joins the no-no list.

And wen the goverment has sucessfully banned all these types of web surfing. . .
we will all be forced to actually do assignments when we are at the com.

the world will be a better place. . .

till we end our semester and find dat we haf 3 mths break with nothing to do on the com.

yellow and bluee

When i first moved here. . my mum rushed out and got us sum chairs to sit on. . .or better known as sofas. For sum reason she thought it'd be fun to buy yellow sofas with blue flowers on them. . . .
i think she felt we were living in sum sort of doll-house, b'coz she went and got blue and yellow curtains as well. . .

soooo anyway. . . Les came over one day, and he was wearing a yellow tshirt and blue shorts. .
my mum asked him if he purposely dressed dat way to fit in with the house. . . (haha obviously not). then she insisted i take a photo of him 'blending in'





hahaha... . . . dunt u think he fits right in with my furniture??

Pointless conv?

tasha says: so anyway how'z UK now? ahs it improved yet?
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: uk been ok so far
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: no nat
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: here
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: so obviously its better now

nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says:
u saw choo yang tody?
tasha says: bleh
tasha says: but i was born thr.... so i already gave the country my touch and my essence... dats y its nice =)
tasha says: hey... are u spying on me???
tasha says: no ur spying on CY right??
tasha says: u weird gay

nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: haha essence it seems
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: yuck..
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: hahahah yea i am
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: i haf my eyes in kl
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: following him aroudn..
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: wat to do
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: i need to take care of my frenz rite ?
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: like u.. i noe wat ur doing now.
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: ur sittin down in front of the com
nyick. I know what R'n'B stands for !!! says: talkin on msn

You noe what this is??? it is a totally pointless conversation.
but den, it i what we do to pass time. . apparently it makes conversations more interesting.but does it really?

and why am i posting this up? probably because i have nothing else to say anyway.

what a useless post.

mmm. . . . helo hellloooooo

im sure everyone watches TV. . or if they dunt den dey at least go to the movies right?
TM Net has been promoting their Lets Talk package for awhile now. anddd. . . . .



I LOVEEE dey'r advert for it.



u noe. . . the one dat goes:



bla bla... bla bla...bla....
(den this man in a really cool voice) MMM..... helo helloooooo... ohhh helooo helloooo...(higher pitch) oooh helo helooo. . . .



click on this link. . . and choose the first commercial and >PLAY<

its GREAT! totally..totally grrrreat... like one of the most awesome-st adverts ever.
http://www.lets-talk.com.my/tv_commercials.html



Nop... im not crazy. . . but frm the first time me and my mum heard it. . we use to laugh den try and follow the man... "mmmm.. heloo helooo"



and now dey'r playin the adverts in the cinema too... hahahaha... its sooo cool
everytime i watch i can feel the excitement building up in me. . .waiting for the magic words. . .
and den when i hear it.. . . . hheheheh...hahahah... i cant help but start laughing. . .



cant belive i never thot to look it up online. . but now ive found it =)

i shall write to tell them and tell dem just wat i think.



again. im not crazy.


OOOHHH... HELO HELOOOOO

i lovee NG .T . Y!!!!

ooOOOHHH. . . . . yay! yay! yaaaaaaaaaaaY!!!!!

yippee whipeeee. . . . . . wat a happy happy day..
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. . . . .

i am so in love with Ng. T. Y right now. . . altho he is a balding, man in his (late fifities??)
Dat nice nice. . . . oh so nice man. . .

ok dunt freak out yet. . . .

lemme tell u the story. . ..

yesterday i realised i was so out of time. . as i haf 2 assignments due on Fri. . . which ive barely even started. . . so i went to see my lecturer and asked for an extension on one it. .
to which he kindly but sternly said "no. . it wuden be fair. . . and u knew about the assignment frm over a mth ago. . . and remmeber i told the class. this time no extensions, but do look for updates on the notice board"

so ok fine.... he was right. . . so i walked away dejected and a lil panicky. . .

so today im here. . . went to check out the notice board.. . . . and YAY!!!!!!!!!!
its been extended to Wed..... wheeeeeeeeeeEEE.. wat a nice man...

and this solely the reason why i love NG . T .Y

it'll eventually fade off. . .(my love for him) once Tues comes and im back to square one....

*big smile* i think i shall go and give him a bear crushing hug in class later today. . .
if it isnt violating any rules.
laterrrrrrrrz. . .

Freaky Raya

So. . . 2nd day of raya. . . i went shoppin with my mum. . .

i forget that its very beneficial to go shoppin with her . . coz i find clothes easily she doesnt. . . so i usually end up gettin more den her. . . or atleast sum thing... which is great =)

at the car park :

mum : doesnt our car look nice

nat: yea it looks quite nice from here

and den we walked around the car checking it out. . . .

luckily we did dat becoz. . . (ok i dunno if uve seen my car but this isnt supposed to look like .)

abt 6 hrs later the car kinda looked like this :

i hit another car frm behind. . .

this is wat the other car looks like now:

[4 ppl were sitting in this car]

lots of ppl haf told me that dey shuden let humans as weird as me drive. . .

and now.. . . . i believe them. . .

this was not fun. . . it was freaky,

the car was stationary. . . and for sum unknown reason i didnt see it =(

til it was practically right infront of me. . . .

with my speed and the distance between the cars. . . i guess the brakes weren't all that good. . .

impact was really hard. . look at the pic. . . my car stopped when i hit, the other car. . . kind of flew forward to the right. . .

i dunno why they didnt stop more to the side. . . dey were right in the middle of my lane. . . with the hazard lights on. . .

to make things worse there was a pregnant lady in the other car. . . and she had to go to the hosp.

thank God she was ok. .. and so were the other 3 ppl in the car. . . and i was ok tooo. . .

i feel so bad poor ppl. . . dey had come here frm Kedah for the holiday and they were gonna go home that night.

so if ur planning to ask me to go out. .. and give u guys a ride??

dunt think dat'll happen. . .even if JPA doenst suspend my license i wont be driving for awhile,

and my mum is def not gonna lemme haf the car at night at more. . . .

poor mum. . wen i called her n told her. . . she thot it was my last words or sumthing... she freaked out.

. . . i think im gonna go to church this week. . . .

happy raya!

The first day of raya was fun. . . .

i woke up. . . . showered. . .. got dressed. . . and went ovr to Safs hse as we do every year. . .

it was fun. .. we cam-whored alot. . . talked alot. . . abt serious issues and the usual crap. . .

made lots of dumb jokes... made fun of each other

this is to give u a better idea of wat we were doin :

dunt we all look so cute. . . . hiding our weird lookin faces.

me in my kebaya. . . i figured it'll look better if i jus cut off my head :

i was right!!!

OMG the floating head :

hahahaha.......

the girls and darth vader or sum kind strange version or jack the Ripper

Freaky huh?

All in all 1st day of raya went quite well. . . . . even tho lots of us were missing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

grandma b'day was on the 11th. . . i noe its a bit late... but i wanted to put sum pics up :)
i went and chilled with grandma for awhile..... it was good... she even managed to give me a mini scalp massage and back massage.... . . . . . . it's amazing. . . .i was in pain (back massage ) and i want my hair to grow faster (scalp massage) and she wanted to make me feel better esp wen she'z in dat condition.

She's still the best grandma ever... n ive to go visit her soon.. its been a week...

Happy 74th bday grandma =)

Sex in Space. . .

i dunt understand. . . i heard that the malaysian rocket guy (who is probably defying gravity by floating around in space) had to undergo like a year of training. . .

isnt dat kinda long. . . how difficult can it be. complicated enough that u haf to spend a year of ur life preparing?? (mayb i heard wrong), i mean i wud haf thought it'd be more like 2 mths maybe. .. . .

So yesterday rocket dude flew up into space. . .sittin in a cramped lil space tryna look like he was having fun. . . and u noe for a rocket dude. . he'z not bad looking =)
If i went to space i'd wanna pee out in the open and see wat happens to it. . .
normally pee follows the gravity pull.... but not up thr. . . how interestin to see ur pee floating around . . .
ok maybe not. . . its kinda icky.. . u might float right into.. . . oookaaay enough space pee analysis. k mayb id use water as a substituite for pee.. . .
i drink tons of water. . . so most of the time. . . im jus peeing out water again. . .. so im guessing it'll be almost the same thing.

How bout having sex up thr? i think it'll be cooll
u noe lotsa ppl go around saying. . . i did in it the car. . ..i did on the bathroom floor. . . i did in the cinema( ookaaay). . . . i did it on my parents bed. . . kitchen. . . park . .. watever....

my goal is dat. . . . . in 7 years from now i will be able to stand outside n point upwards to the vast sky. . . beyond the clouds and say. . .. i did it up there =)

Nothing at all. . .

wow. . . its been years since my last post, i guess thrs just nothing much to say. . . .
even now . . . . i dunno wat to blog abt. . . nobody does, u noe why? coz our lives pretty much work in routine. .

we attend classes . . . . hang out( wid probably the same ppl everyday) doin the same thing. . .
do assignments. . . go hang out in the same usual spots.
and wen thrs this sort of repetition. . . u duunt haf sumthin new n exciting happenin everyday. the next time i blog and im at home. . . i shall talk abt my once-in-a-lifetime odd socks fetish if i already havent.

oooh guess wat??? my DSM acknowledged my presence yesterday.
see b4 my mid-term i had been skipping tons of classes, and DSM was like the main one. so neway after the break i decided i had better attend all my classes. . . and so wen i first came to class. .. .

frend : how many classes haf u missed.
nat: not sure.. . but feels like i havent been here quite awhile
lecturer (callin out attendance) natasha
nat: here
lecturer: oh finally ur here after 3 weeks...
nat &frend...: oooh okaaay. . .

*yesterday*

lecturer (calling out attendance)natasha
nat: here
lecturer: ahhh see... natasha 's now a changed girl, she's attendin all her classes
nat: wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ( not out loud)

conclusion: DSM lecturer. . acknowledged my presence

i noe... i noe... its sad uninteresting bits of info. . .
but really dats all i can come up with right now = ).

goodbye my fellow bloggies. . . may a sense of peace befall u wen blog. . . and may ur fingers be quick enough to follow ur thots wen ur typing. . .

unite we shall all us meaningless bloggies. . . . end of my post i have come. . . .
goodbye now i shall say. . .
(ooooh i so cud haf played the weird lil green man whu talks backwards in star wars!)

:may the force be with u:

- nat a.k.a yoda (lil green man)

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Addictions

Hey u! Do u like indomee? if u do den. . . . . BEWARE!!!

come. . .*pats the seat next to me* lemme tell u a story . . . . . .

waaay back. . . wen i was just a little girl, i asked my mother wat will i be. . . .ummm no not excatly. hehehe sorry. lemme start again

wAAAaaaaaY back. . . . wen i was just little girl (well 16 yrs old actually) i was introduced to what i like to call 'the magic noodles,' i was over at my at-the-time frend's house Les wen he asked me. . ." woud u like to try dis? itssssss Damn nice"

me being the oddly skeptical person dat am said : are u sure? cant be daaat nice.. but ok sure ill try

SO he cooked me sum. . . its not the usual Maggi noodles... its the dry one not all wet and soup-y,

at first bite. . . i was...mmm... not bad quite nice, by the time i had consumed the entire packet i was hooked. I requested for another bowl, which the so-called-chef was happy to make. . and after finishin my yummy yummy scrumptious meal... i felt wat can only be described as pure bliss...... sighhhh... the good 'ol days.

Neway. . . the next few times i went over to his place, i kept eating "the magic noodles"

den i tried prawn flavour. . . and OMG!!! IT WAS GREAT!!!!

it was the best thing i had ever tasted in my life. i still say dat now. . . my mouth wud water just thinking abt it. . . and how heavenly it tasted.

after dat i started buying it myself. . . . at 1st i used to use abt a packet of 6 over 2 weeks....

as time went by... i found i was eating more and more. . . i used to eat it for dinner... and den again at supper. . sometimes lunch...

den it got worse. . . i began buying it at mamak if i wasnt at home to eat it... which meant lunchtime as welll..... pretty soon. . . i was using an average of 2 packets a week!!

dis is IndoMEe... its instant noodles... the amount of Msg... and seasoning and preservatives. .. my pooor poor liver...

as if dat wasnt bad enough i started developing rashes everytime i ate it.... it used to break out on my left arm... and i itched and itched and itched... till the skin started peeling... and den it became this big ugly patch..

and bcoz i was addicted to the 'magic noodles' the itchin didnt stop....wud jux keep reoccuring and my skin cuden heal properly. Den i found out a 1 or 2 others whu had the same problem... said dey'r arm itched like crazy. . ..

The tragic day came. . . wen my mum told me i was banned frm eating Indomee.. and i was like WTF??? NOOOO.. pls NOOOOOO... den she said... ok fine... 1 packet a mth. . .

it was absolute torture. . . . for those of u whu smoke u prob noe wat i mean. . .

the craving, the need to haf the noodles in my mouth was so strong.... at first i cuden.. it took along time.. . and sometimes i wud still eat it at the mamak. . . or elsewhr so my mum wuden noe. . . but then arm was gettin terrible... so i figured i had to stop.

it was difficult... but in the end i made it. . . . . . and i stopped eating it...

den a strange thing happened. .. . . . after sum weeks of absolute abstinence frm he 'magic noodles' i tried it again. . . and u noe wat??? i cuden even finish eating one packet... it made me feel sick. . . and up till now ive tried it on and off... and same thing.. . . . . thrs no more dat high feeling dat i used to get frm eating it.. . dunno wat happened... but thank God... or i prob wuden haf a left arm now = ).

this noodle fever lasted almost a year.. .. i noe ppl whu haf started gettin addicted. . i try to warn dem... but its kinda like smokin.. dey noe it bad... but dunt stop.

oh well... mayb dey'l haf to learn the hard way.

SUE INDO MEE!!! i bet they put sum kinda drugs in it... to lure u to it.. . . gettin u addicted.

ASSIGNMENT!! NOoooooOOOO

In abt 2 weeks. . . i will be in my 13th Week of Semester 2.. . . .
This i tell u is crazy. . . . i mean WTH??? 11 weeKS??? dats a lil too long 2 fast....
where the hell did the time go? it literally flew past.

ANywaaay... u noe wat happens in the 13th week? we haf assignments due!
stupidly enough. . . . most assignments are scheduled to be handed in the same week. . .
dey'r probably tryna give us sum hands-on stress training b4 we step out into the not-so-big but-oh-so-scary-world out there. Dum ppl.....

i mean c'mooOOON! like u already noe ppl l;ike me... do things last min.( wen i say i last min, i really mean last min) so how am i supposed to finish it all..

hey u noe wat??? i feel like tryin out the chocolate martini at Tony Roma's dat Pet always mentions. = )
Orrr... Sex on the Beach at Laundry. Puikar said " OMG. . .. it was SOOOOOOOooOO nice"
hahah... yea its sex on the beach.... dey'r prob tryna recreate the physical feelin in the drink.
weirdoes. heey...mayb u can get orgasms frm drinking dat.( ok mUm IF u see this, dunt kill me, or be disappointed, im 19, i know dis things, haf known since i was 11)

haihzzz.. that was very random.

another random thing : today im gonna go home cook ( i think) i shall make me grilled fish again and the spaghetti-yummy-sauce. . .. . so dat i can eat spaghetti later on during the week. *big smile* i need to learn how to cook more stuff... these things are getting boring.

anybody wanna kindly pass on to me... some yummy receipes u might haf?

laterzzz . .. . .. . . . ..

Key dilemma

wanna hear something funny?
ok first u haf to know.. . . i started lockin my car by pushing the button down and den closing the car door. . . coz its easier den using the key itself. . . and the control doenst work.

so few days ago. . . i went out for dinner with becca n sowmya ( soorrry pet. . . it was really 'out of the blue'. . coz i happened to haf the car n i was around dat area... else we wud haf def called u).. . . den wen it was over i went to pass something to Les whu was in jaya with bird,nicole and edwin. .. . . and deeeen.. . . . .

- i saw them so i parked at the nearest spot i cud find
- switched off the engine, grabbed my phone and wallet and got out.
- pushed down the ;lock thingy, and closed the door and walked towards dem
- after 5 steps. . . i froze. .. . . OHHH FCUKKK!
- i quickly turned and went back to the car. . . . NOOOOO

i left the bloody keys IN THE CAR!!!!

First thing datcame to my mind. . . shit my mum is gonna kill me.. . .
so den bird offered to take me home so i cud get the spare keys ( Thank GOD we had spare keys)

but deeen.. i realised my hse keys were in the car.. . . so had to go find my mum first to get the keys ( she wasnt at home).

all worked out good in the end. . . but u noe the other funny thing. . the keys weren't in the ignition. . it was at dat place under the handbreak... y d hell wud any1 put it thr???

hopeefully dat nvr happens again... it'd be terrible if i was stranded in KL or sumthing.

but lets jus say dat. . . now i always use the key to lock the door... even if im like 500% sure dat the car key is in my hand. =)

oookay... education calls( class starting). . . time to go. laterzz

I Cooked.

If ur reading this. then u know me and uve met me,

dat means u noe... my face complexion is terrible.. . my face is all oily and patchy looking...

and lots of pimples lately. . . its annoying. i mean i thot people grew out of this my the time dey reached like 17 or 18. . . but mine seems to be the opposite.

soooo anyway. . . i figured i shud be eating foods whihc wud contribute towards giving me better skin. . . so i googled it. . . and stuff like strawberries. . almonds. .. fish. . . wholewheat icky stuff and yogurt are on the list.. . .

cook.... i dunt really cook.. ( unless u wanna count like... egg and spaghetti n maggi) but i thot i better eat fish.... i didnt wanna fry it... so i thot why not grill it.. . . i use lotsa onions and different spice stuff, poured it over the fish and grilled it. and the results were :

i guess its not 2 bad for a 1st attempt right?

also then cut up strawberries. . . . . and poured yogurt over it. . . and drizzled honey on it. . . .

i know it looks a lilttle weird. . . . . but really it was fine.

i wonder how long my health food thingy is gonna last =). N i wonder if its even gonna make a diff.

MY EYES!!

ummmm... people wat pics i am about to show u. . . are kinda graphic. . . if u are afraid of icky looking things den pls. . . dunt loook.. just avoid the pics and read the rest. i will not be held responsible for anything dat might happen to u as a result of lookin at these pics. ok!

k its not reaaaaly dat bad. . . its just sum images of my red-ish eyes

actually i wanted nicer pics.. . sometimes the white of my eyes get really swollen den look all purplish and redish. . . its icky..

dis is nothing... . . but it was the best i cud do.

dis is just to tell u EUREKA!!!! ive found the cure for it. . .

me eyes. . always itchy... very sensitive. . . and me being me i ju

st rub and rub and rrrrrUB my eyes. . . till it feels funny den i check it out in the mirror and go... ohh shit' better stop rubbing!

it has become really scary, once my mum freaked out.. . . really freaked... i cuden even close my eyes properly... my fault la...(coz i kinda over-rubbed it)

but itssss really itchy.... imagine if u had and itch... u wanna get rid of dat feeling... wat if ppl just told u dunt itch.... but its thr... its annoyin.. u HAF TO ITCH!

soooooo neway... 2 days ago... it was weird..

was itchy

i rubbed n rubbed

felt funny. . . looked in the mirror

but ohh shit....my eyes werent red. . my eye lid was swollen..

went home... my muM : OMGG nAAATtt!! ur eyes... oh no.. u need 2 see a doctor

me: NO nO.. i dowaaaaaaan no needd( unless u can guarantee me dey gonna take a blood test)

in the end i went..coz i really thot dey were gonna take a blood sample.... seriously its been like 2 yrs or something since ive had anyone stick a needle into me...... but today morning... and guess wat???

doctor : let me explain to u ur condition, u haf wat is known as allergic conjuctivitis... common in people with a history of asthma( dats meee!) and excema( also me!)

ur eye is bascially more sensitive. . . can be towards anything. . . but mainly dust

hmm.. ok i knew all dat... ive had this since i was 8!

one dumb dr. told me not to eat choc wen i was 8... said dat was the cause... yeah right!!!! he prob had diabetis and was just jealous of those whu cud happily consume sugar and yummy foods.

but now its different... she has prescibed eye drops dat are supposed to help me!!! yay! finally after like 10 yrs of suffering i am freee ( finger crossed)

will go in for another check-up in 3 mths.

ohh and sadly No blood test.... shud haf just asked the lady to pls just take one. sighh...oh well.. next time. hopefully.

nothing at all

i dunno if i have blogged bout this yet. if i haf den sorry =)

me no no like blogging at home, my internet explorer is crappy frappy, i cant' see shits. . . my page as u ppl noe is green right.. . and the words are mostly colourful... but at home its just all black and white ( very bleak and boring)

dats why i usually blog in coll between classes. . . .

also... i dunt really have anything to blog about. . .
have an assignment due... dat i found out abt on Tues. . .
those weird super essays!! i hate it. . . simply because dey wanna see how well our citation skills are...
well... SCREW U!!! i hate citation, and referencing. . . i HATE IT!!!

sighhh.... shud prob start on the essay soon.. its due mon

i haf actually passed on a one- day-roadtrip to penang just for this bloody essay which i havent started =(....


ohhh... and also... im eating too much... and sleepin too much...
dunt be surprise if when u see me...i resemble a balloon.

laterz. . . . . . . .

crazy buns

Thurs evening, Pet and i fiNAAAllly managed to meet up. . .

So we drove around aimlessly with nothin to do for awhile and finally decided to stop at my house. . . .these were the results :

put two more then slightly crazy girls. .

plus

dats me and pet...... plus wholemeal buns and choki-choki!

you get ::

CUSTOM MADE CRAZY BUNS!!!

heheh.... wanna hear something funny???

me and pet sitting on a bench doin our artwork....

chinese man walks past us wearing nothing but a small piece of material around his ummm... area.... (he was swimming =)

Man turns to Pet

man: heeey. . . wat u doin here

pet : *looking confused* ummm... ahhhh *some moments later* err... hello

man goes away

me: do u noe whu he is???

pet : nope.. =)

me: aaaaaaaaaHAHAHHAHAHAH (i dunno y but it was really funny)

sometime later....

Pet: ooooh... u noe whu he is??? he sells sandwiches at colll

Me: huh???? sandwiches??

Pet: yeaaa.. and im alwiz his 1st customer coz im so early. OMG. . . he'z walking around half naked...

me:: hahahah... dats not half naked la.... its like 7/8 naked.. hahahahah

And dis is wat we call bonding. . . .

Stalker!

im sitting in the Web at college (TCSJ)
and ders lotsa empty computers everywhere. . .
few mins ago... dis guy comes and sits next to me. . . kinda weird. .
ppl here usually try and sit far away. . . . so dis makes me suspicious
but obviously i do nothin or say nothing.
den he kept lookin over to see wats on my com. . . like wth
go away u werird creature person * but again, i kept dat to myself)
moments later.. . he's com isnt loading properly. .*its a sign. . . GOD is trying to protect me*
so he gets up and moves away. . . * i sigh with relief*
2 mins later i look behind me and. . . OH NOOO! he'z right behind me, merely inches away. .
* the table its curving and im at one corner and he'z behind/next to me*ITS VERY CLOSE!

personal space invasion!

i look around and see all these other empty coms, y is he so near me????
GO AWAY!!!

ummm. . . i wonder if he can see wat im typing. .????
GoodNESS. . . he prob can.. . . eeeeeeeeeeks!!!

me runningaway.. . safetly to exam halll
RUN RUN!!! BLOODY STALKER!!!!

UMMM. . . .

umm. . . . .

umm. . . . .

hmmm??? *scratches head*

er. . . . . . . . . .

OK FORGET IT!!!
i had something to say.. . . but ive forgotten. . .

heheh. . . oops. sorry =)

Earthquake! earthquaaaaaaaaaaKE!

oooh i havent posted anythin for damn long adi, almost 10 days *gasp* the horror!
doesnt dat just tell u how busy i am?? altho busy doin excatly wat, ive no idea. . . .. .
Had 2 tests this week, well the 2nd one is in approximately 60 mins. and dats sux
but its alllllll gOOD. . .. . . . . . . .. . .. .. . . . . . because. . .
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. . . . . .IM ON HOLIDAY NEXT WEEK!!!!! yay!!!
*claps hands in glee* *wide grin*
isn't dat FUN???!?!?!?

YAY!!!!! college is boriiiiiiNg, i cant wait to sit at home and watch endless hours of Lword =)

sighhh.... sadly its only for a week...



oH btw u must be wondering y the title says earthquake.

7.45 - leave my hse to get to coll ( mum drving)
8.10 - reach infront of TBS building.

mum: y is everyone standing outside?? U better go check mayb dey' have closed the building

me: hmm??? (momentarily enticed by dat thought... but den remmebers dat
both my classes are not in that building anyway =( . Ummm. . dese kids prob waiting
for class to start???
mum: u sure?? mayb u shud check i might haf to bring u back home.

me: dunt worry ( coz it dunt make a diff to me neway right??)byeeeeeeeee

i get down. . . and walk towards the lift coz i wanted to go use the com (2nd floor)
people look weird.. . so i ask this girl y is every1 standing here and

girl : ohh. . apparently the building fell sum tremors from the aftershock of yesterday's earthquake like the last time. . . so we had to evacuate.

me: oOOOOhhhhhh

note the words like the last time, this happened before!! last sem, when i was conveniently on the 11th floor..... and we had to walk down all the way.. . . but yea we were really swaying ( i used to wake up in the night coz i felt i was swaying after dat, poor lil traumatized me)

dunt this mean dat the building is UNSAFE!!!!!
think. .. . if der was an earthquake. . . here... in KL or somewhr close. . . i am preetty sure dat building will collapse, and wen it does. .. .. lets just say... i dunt plan to be in it. =)



conclusion::::: we shud tear down the buildings, TBS and ADP (just for good measure)
and reBUILD!!!

NO MORE TBS! NO MORE TBS!!!

earthquake!!! earthquaaaaaaaaaaaaaaKE!!!!

tired eyes,tired mind

i feel throughly exhausted. the feeling is similar to what one might experience if they'd been through a hurricane.

i am so sleepy. my head has issues with me.

my stupid right eye is swollen AGAIN! ( for the 4th time this week)

i have flu which just adds to the sleepy-ness. bloody histamines.

And to top it all off. . .. my back is killing me. why?? why????
Im 19 years old. . . why d hell shud i be having back problems? aren't those for ppl like over 50?

aNd for the best part? i have class in 45mins. . . . . sighhhhhhhhhhhhh

SOMEBODY PLEASE KILL ME!!

Sad Excuse

I HEREBY DECLARE THAT I AM INDEED A SAD EXCUSE FOR A PERSON.

it is now 12:26. . .. . hardly 2 hrs ago i was sitting here doin the same thing (blogging)
went for my Econs class and came right back. . . . sighhh

wat kinda person ditches lunch to go blog????!?!?!

a sad excuse for a person. . . . . . and dat

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. . . . . . . . . . . . . . is ME!

GUES WAT I SAW???!?!?!?

ooooooHHH... if u didnt noe b4 den im tellin u now. . . .

my favourite car is the MAzda RX8. it is a superbly bea-OOOtiful piece of machinery that

:: turns heads
:: makes ur heart go dub-dub-dub.... dub-dub-dub instead of plain ol' duuuB-duuuB

truly a wonderful creation, not to be sexist.. but im speakin from the normal female point of view here. im referring to the exterior design. not so much of the capacity and function itself.

neeeeeeeWay i was in 7-eleven (buying a choc...duh) quietly minding my own business.. .

den i stepped out onto the pavement that was hot (result of my hot presence) . . no from the sun. and what do i see in front of me??

no i must be dreamin!

can it really be???

OMG! it is!!

the beaOOOO-tiful creation was thr.

i shrieked in delight.. . . and ran to the car throwing myself over it with passion that i never knew existed in me. . . all the while thanking God for making dis day so woooNderful!!

i wish. . . .= (

no in reality... i just stood there admiring it from the sidelines. . wishin desperately i knew the guy whu was sitting inside... simply so i cud be in thr too =) and mayb kick him out so i can enjoy the car by myself.

the urge to whip out my camera and start snappin photos of beaOOO-tiful vehicle was overwhelming. . . but i managed to control it and act civilized. ( they might haf arrested me for stalkin or sumthing if i did dat)

and with mucccHo effort i calmly walked away as though nothin had happened. sighhhh.

i have yet to see a Red one.

FUNNy PiCS

Yesterday was the Kid's Bday. . . i made her an interesting lookin card. . .

SO we did all the usual routine stuff at home. . . den later everyone went to hosp.

So me and Panda thot we'd go eat ice-cream. Les came along.

And this is wat we were doin.. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

okaaaay..... like Wtf. . here i am tryin to capture sum beauty moments but God knows wat dey'r doin. -_-

Eeeeeeeeeeee... im late for class! time : 10 am

Fuck, seriously... this uploading thing is taking too long. And NO it is not my com, am using a diff faster com, it is blogspots fault.

time: 10.07

Bye bye

decisions. . . .

tommorrow is the Kid's birthday. . .
Went to memory lane to find mortifyingly horrendous looking cards which deserved only to be given to the uncreative highly untalented people who made the cards in the first place.

SooOOOO... the decision i have to make is.....

make a Card for her or Not? ? ?
maybe i shud....

afterall she was like the only one whu made me feel like it was my bday.

she bought me a small muffin-size chocolate-banana cake thingy.. . and made me a very interesting card.

Grandma was the one whu always made a fuss over our b'days.. . . now dat she'z not really capable its doenst feel like a birthday.

So conclusion. . . . .
i shall get her a slice of sum cake and make her card.
my mum will fulfill the proper present part '$$$'

decision made!

Merdeka Eve. KL road trip!!!

So for Merdeka Eve i had tons of ppl askin me if i wanted to go 2 KL. . . Zouk, Maisons. . . Curve. . . . Hartamas to usher in our 50th year Independance Anniversary.

N O W A Y! was my answer to all these ppl... the thought of driving around in the jam possibly spending the crucial 12am merdeka moment in the car was absolutely unappealing.

My plan was to mayb haf sum nice dinner near by... . . den be safetly in a house watching Lesbian movies and eating chocolate. N watch sum nice fireworks

but this is wat i did :
:: met Les and chilled in the car 4 ovr and hour
::stressed to Zu and Pet on SMS of my NO WAy factor
::met the gang at TGIF
:: 11.45we decided dat Bukit Gasing wud probably haf a spectacular view of fireworks. (pet didnt come seeing as she hates dem)
::went only to find that the bloody bukit was facing PJ (oh welll....)
::so we dropped ppl off
::wanted to meet the guys but they were at Maison's

TO GO OR NOT TO GO. . . . . . . .

we decided to go! i agreed solely becoz i believed dat the traffic wud be in the opposite direction.

so we went got caught up in lil jams here and thr.
problem was . .. . . . . .
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. . . . .
:: road blocks all over the place.. .. .
n im not very good with directions. . .
unfortunately pet n Zu were no better.. . . so we were making right and left turns here and there hoping to sumhow end up on the right road.
:::Den i made one specific turn to the right only to find dat cars were comin TOWARDS me!

finally we reached Maisons at 3AM. . . managed to squeeze ourselves in thru the closing doors so dat Zu could dance to one song. . . even tho the lights were on!

Den we spent time watching our sad drunk frenz. specifically CW. . .
whu'z testosterone level and hormone-level seem to increase wen high.
he was tryin to hit on all of us. . . dat strange boy. . . . practically had to fend him off with a pole. . . or more accurately Brian...hahah

Finally we got back to PJ... . went to berMamaking . . saw ppl fight.

and our heads hit the pillow and around 7 Am. . .

All in ALL it was a Good Merdeka celebration! = )

Am i A Masochist???

the things i mention here might have u call me a sadist. But ppl u are using the wrong term. U r actually looking for the word masochist.

Sadist : enjoys inflicting pain on others

Masochist : enjoys having pain inflicted on themselves.

OK now dunt get scared im not daaaaat bad. its juz minor things.

in sumways to me its painful pleasure.

so here are the things dat may or may not make me a masochist. =)

1. i enjoy putting salt on my (mouth) ulcers, at first it was to kill the germs, n it hurt like crazy but i found it be a rather enjoyable feeling n so now i always do it. kinda like gettin an adrenaline rush. . .

2. I like having injections, more specifically blood tests. . . always haf... even as a child.

discovered my strange fetish wen i had to be tested 4 abt a week for dengue wen i was 7. .

i was actually enjoying myself..(nurses didnt haf to worry abt me being afraid... dey called me a brave child.... hahah...little did dey noe)

in Std 6 for BCG i was excited to get it wen most ppl were afraid.

in form3. . . no one seemed to wanna go first 2 get the tetanus shot. . . . but i was happy to go

to tell u the truth i seriously cuden wait to get it. . . coz it had been ages since i got one....

3. K dis mite scare u little.

I once peeled off my skin whr i had accidently burnt myself. . . .

it felt so good. . . it was bleeding like crazy coz it was already half healed

but the pain was terrible. . . halfway thru tears were rollin down my face. but i kept goin newayz.

my mum thot i was crazy... coz i kept sayin ouch as i was peelin it off.

i tried to do it again. but it had healed too much = (.

4. when i was 9, for sum reason i start hittin myself with a ruler, repeatedly for no apparent reason. . . by the end of it my hand were red and i was crying. Till today i haf no idea wat possessed me to do dat. but i know y i did it. . . . . . . . . it was nice.

K now dats ive listed the these things down. . . it seems kinda freaky. . . but these r minor things im not dat bad. ( like sum of those ppl whu whip themselves) but u be the judge.

seeing as im a bit strange like this. . . id prob make a good junkie, embrace d pain of gettin a tattoo n immensly enjoy havin an acupuntur treatment. all in all its good. =)